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I am back.

Yesterday I made a post which I deleted right after I post it. I had second thoughts, complaining is not very polite, complaining is an embarrassment to me, it really is.

My day:

Arranged all my cupboards, wash the floors, did the washing. Had two showers, moisturizing,

How was your day? What did you do ?

Hope all is well.


Regards;

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Wolves are cool, I think you can change your name to something wolf-related on here. I'd recommend Fenrir, Skoll or Hati.

It's rest day so I ate protein and showered.
 
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GenesAndEnvironment said:
Wolves are cool, I think you can change your name to something wolf-related on here. I'd recommend Fenrir, Skoll or Hati.

It's rest day so I ate protein and showered.
"You may next change your username on or after Apr 26, 2021."
 
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Welcome back!
I tried to take a break from SS about a month ago but life was not the same without this community and I was back in a few days lol.

Nice to see you here!
 
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Welcome back!
I tried to take a break from SS about a month ago but life was not the same without this community and I was back in a few days lol.

Nice to see you here!

thank you :smiling:
 
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i am also thinking about food, tomorrows chickpea salad. Hopefully I wont screw up the opportunity to have a good salad. I would normally just go for a plant protein shake..... :smiling:
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Hi, I was sleeping late, I didn't start and, finally, I ordered fast Food delivery
 
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This was a weird day. I needed to take my cat to the vet, so I guess that stressed me out a bit. My neck muscles cramped up during showering. Sometimes this lasts only for a short time, but this time it’s been kinda intense. I took my cat to the vet anyway. Taking extra time for each step. Now I’m super tired. I’ve been less depressed, just been busy dealing with the pain. I have fibromyalgia so I’m familiar with this. Though my relationship with the pain is still not very friendly.
 
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Lostandlooking said:
This was a weird day. I needed to take my cat to the vet, so I guess that stressed me out a bit. My neck muscles cramped up during showering. Sometimes this lasts only for a short time, but this time it’s been kinda intense. I took my cat to the vet anyway. Taking extra time for each step. Now I’m super tired. I’ve been less depressed, just been busy dealing with the pain. I have fibromyalgia so I’m familiar with this. Though my relationship with the pain is still not very friendly.

pain is a pain.....i am looking into alternative treatment options. Ketamine therapy.
 
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WB brother

Well, today it went surprisingly well..
I mean, I stayed like 3 hours in bed after waking up and listened to some comfort ASMR audios on YT but generally, I eventually went up from bed, went to my garage (just in my pants ), took some of that foil that I used while I was painting my walls, wrapped my injured leg with it and was in the shower for like 20minutes, then I brew some coffee instead of taking the coffee2go cup from my fridge, make like a whole cooking pot full of potato salad with some meat that I purchased a week ago in a polish market nearby.

Then I put together a thinkpad with Ubuntu Linux on it (including installing zoom and LibreOffice <a better office software than Microsoft Office> which I send out to my grandma who got a job at hospital, put my clothes into the washing machine and then hang it in my spare room for drying, cleaned my discussing windows and then I spend all the day in my garage smoking my CBD and putting together the engine of my old Opel Astra G. Well, after that, my mood was going down and I spend up sitting on my couch and was eating that salad that I made before.

Well.. that's was basically the whole day.. Now it's 8pm here in Germany, I'll be getting ready to bed and probably browsing through social media if my Internet connection doesn't crash (welcome in Gemany, the land where even cable internet sucks) because I'm currently doing a full backup of all my devices to New Zealand where my storage server is located at : P



Also, we are humans and complaining is in our nature. Don't feel embarrassed about that :)
If you need any tech support or tech advises, feel free to PM me. I'm gladly share my knowledge.
 
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LunarPyotr said:
WB brother

Well, today it went surprisingly well..
I mean, I stayed like 3 hours in bed after waking up and listened to some comfort ASMR audios on YT but generally, I eventually went up from bed, went to my garage (just in my pants ), took some of that foil that I used while I was painting my walls, wrapped my injured leg with it and was in the shower for like 20minutes, then I brew some coffee instead of taking the coffee2go cup from my fridge, make like a whole cooking pot full of potato salad with some meat that I purchased a week ago in a polish market nearby.

Then I put together a thinkpad with Ubuntu Linux on it (including installing zoom and LibreOffice <a better office software than Microsoft Office> which I send out to my grandma who got a job at hospital, put my clothes into the washing machine and then hang it in my spare room for drying, cleaned my discussing windows and then I spend all the day in my garage smoking my CBD and putting together the engine of my old Opel Astra G. Well, after that, my mood was going down and I spend up sitting on my couch and was eating that salad that I made before.

Well.. that's was basically the whole day.. Now it's 8pm here in Germany, I'll be getting ready to bed and probably browsing through social media if my Internet connection doesn't crash (welcome in Gemany, the land where even cable internet sucks) because I'm currently doing a full backup of all my devices to New Zealand where my storage server is located at : P



Also, we are humans and complaining is in our nature. Don't feel embarrassed about that :)
If you need any tech support or tech advises, feel free to PM me. I'm gladly share my knowledge.
Where can I download some more RAM? ; )
 
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WhiteDespair said:
Where can I download some more RAM? ; )
If it wouldn't be a scam and it would be 2002, I would recommend you a certain CD, which claimed to give you more RAM but in reality it created a virtual file, which just made things really slow since we didn't had SSD's back in the early 2000's XD
 
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Lostandlooking said:
Este fue un día extraño. Necesitaba llevar a mi gato al veterinario, así que supongo que eso me estresó un poco. Los músculos de mi cuello se contrajeron durante la ducha. A veces, esto dura poco tiempo, pero esta vez ha sido algo intenso. Llevé a mi gato al veterinario de todos modos. Dedicar más tiempo a cada paso. Ahora estoy super cansada. He estado menos deprimido, solo he estado ocupado lidiando con el dolor. Tengo fibromialgia, así que estoy familiarizado con esto. Aunque mi relación con el dolor todavía no es muy amistosa.
Fibromyalgia is terrible, I am in study
 
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After I got cleaned up (shaved some cringy and shitty facial hair that I decided to grow, got a haircut after six months or something) I think I look ok-ish. There was a curvy (not fat) woman that seemed interested in my at the gym. My penis is destroyed and I am a NEET so I can't really make a move, but I feel more socially accepted after this.
 
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i hear you. I am not interested in sex. I do appreaciate a good looking woman, but I dont need to touch. To me it is more about companionship. There is a girl who is interested in me, I dont think see realizes that I am 38 years old, lol. I have no idea how old she is, probably in the early 20's. Anyway, if she eats meat, then it is bye bye.
maybe i should go to the gym with a t-shirt that says "no meat" or "powered by plants" or "please dont eat my friends" and a badge, "btw I am 38"
darn, that sounds so sad, lol. :smiling:
 
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luten said:
i hear you. I am not interested in sex. I do appreaciate a good looking woman, but I dont need to touch. To me it is more about companionship. There is a girl who is interested in me, I dont think see realizes that I am 38 years old, lol. I have no idea how old she is, probably in the early 20's. Anyway, if she eats meat, then it is bye bye.
maybe i should go to the gym with a t-shirt that says "no meat" or "powered by plants" or "please dont eat my friends" and a badge, "btw I am 38"
darn, that sounds so sad, lol. :smiling:
You seem mature and compassionate, that's great and probably a very attractive quality. Guess I should wear a shirt that says "NEET, penis broken, suicidal" then :pfff:.
 
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LunarPyotr said:
If it wouldn't be a scam and it would be 2002, I would recommend you a certain CD, which claimed to give you more RAM but in reality it created a virtual file, which just made things really slow since we didn't had SSD's back in the early 2000's XD

Yes! The joke site is still up.

 
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WhiteDespair said:
Yes! The joke site is still up.

Lmao, this is completely different stuff XD

There was actually a company that sold a floppy and CD that supposed to give you more ram. They end up in some class action lawsuit or something like that.
And guess what, now that you mentioned it, I asked my mom to go through my old floppy collection and I know the name of this shitty software..
The software was called "SoftRAM"
here is an wikipedia article about it and here I found a YT video about this shitty software
I belive that my father bought it somewhere XD I remember him using some laptop that had a floppy drive :P
 
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LunarPyotr said:
Lmao, this is completely different stuff XD

There was actually a company that sold a floppy and CD that supposed to give you more ram. They end up in some class action lawsuit or something like that.
And guess what, now that you mentioned it, I asked my mom to go through my old floppy collection and I know the name of this shitty software..
The software was called "SoftRAM"
here is an wikipedia article about it and here I found a YT video about this shitty software
I belive that my father bought it somewhere XD I remember him using some laptop that had a floppy drive :P
That is hilarious!
 
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WhiteDespair said:
That is hilarious!
Yeah but yeah, back then people wasn't really that educated about computers. That's why the loveletter worm was so successful (more about it https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/ILOVEYOU ) XD Hell, I was such a lucky boy back then. When I went to second grade, I actually used a Commodore 64 instead of an Windows XP computer, so I wasn't affected by this virus and could still use the dail-up internet to chat with my classmates on our school IRC server.

I guess that's why I got so attached to Linux operating systems and most of my programms run on the terminal. Yes, even my music player (MOCP) XD
 
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LunarPyotr said:
Yeah but yeah, back then people wasn't really that educated about computers. That's why the loveletter worm was so successful (more about it https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/ILOVEYOU ) XD Hell, I was such a lucky boy back then. When I went to second grade, I actually used a Commodore 64 instead of an Windows XP computer, so I wasn't affected by this virus and could still use the dail-up internet to chat with my classmates on our school IRC server.

I guess that's why I got so attached to Linux operating systems and most of my programms run on the terminal. Yes, even my music player (MOCP) XD
I remember that worm lol

I also run Linux but it looks like you have more experience than me.
 
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WhiteDespair said:
I remember that worm lol

I also run Linux but it looks like you have more experience than me.
Let's just say that my IT Teacher in school teached me how to use this OS. This is why I'm fully independent of MS Office and Adobe products.
It was like 2010 or something like that, when I went to his house and he teached me how to use Ubuntu on a CompaQ laptop
 
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Let's just say that my IT Teacher in school teached me how to use this OS. This is why I'm fully independent of MS Office and Adobe products.
It was like 2010 or something like that, when I went to his house and he teached me how to use Ubuntu on a CompaQ laptop
I took a Linux class in IT school but I never got much use out of the class. I switched over to Ubuntu when MS wanted me to upgrade to Win10 and put a message on my Win7 machine.
 
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WhiteDespair said:
I took a Linux class in IT school but I never got much use out of the class. I switched over to Ubuntu when MS wanted me to upgrade to Win10 and put a message on my Win7 machine.
Ah, I remember that crap. People called us day and night about this crap. They were playing some game or left the computer on during the night and it automatically upgraded to Windows 10.
Our company was against piracy but I didn't gave a crap about that and send people from my private mail a Win7 license emulator which prevented people from upgrading to Windows 10 because the license files were not detected by GWX.exe (the windows 10 downloader on Win7 and 8 (.1)
 
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Ah, I remember that crap. People called us day and night about this crap. They were playing some game or left the computer on during the night and it automatically upgraded to Windows 10.
Our company was against piracy but I didn't gave a crap about that and send people from my private mail a Win7 license emulator which prevented people from upgrading to Windows 10 because the license files were not detected by GWX.exe (the windows 10 downloader on Win7 and 8 (.1)
Nice workaround. I like it. You also know your stuff. It was an obnoxious decision by MS to auto-upgrade people. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. I have to wonder how many apps they broke by upgrading people lol
 
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