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TheGoodGuy

TheGoodGuy

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Aug 27, 2018
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Every day is the same I wake up at 11am-14pm eat breakfast watch series all day recently been rewatching Desperate Housewives and Two and a half men even though it´s the 4th time rewatching the series. Then I will eat some bland dinner usually red lentils since I am poor and can´t afford anything else then I watch more episodes and of course throughout the day I also visit forums, Facebook and YouTube. Maybe at night or late evening I will eat some ryebread if I can force myself to do it which I haven´t been able to tonight.

I usually also first go to bed at 4-5am because I can´t sleep before and I smoke cigarettes throughout the day (something I have started doing 1½ months ago in the combination with alcohol) but I don´t have money for alcohol so all this month the only drug I have been using is nicotine from cigarettes. It´s 1:18am now and I don´t feel like going to bed now even though I have nothing to do but watch more episodes from Desperate Housewives and smoke a cigarette now and then the upside of today was I played CS GO with a group of "friends" including my little brother but I never see these friends anymore only on the occasionally gaming sessions, the days they ask in a group chat on Facebook if anyone is up to gaming I get so excited because it´s the only interaction with "friends" I will have but other than that my life is so incredibly boring it´s insane!

Everyday is the same and it´s so boring I was hoping to be purchasing a bottle of Captain Morgan Spiced Gold by the 1. November but I am not sure how much welfare I will get and it seems it won´t even cover my bills for this and next month (since I haven´t gotten any money for this month) I am also forced to sell my car tomorrow it´s a condition to be able to get welfare in Denmark. I just hope I will have money enough to buy that bottle of alcohol so I can relax a few days it´s the only thing that I have been looking forward for the whole month.