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steviewonder

steviewonder

Sexually Challenged
Nov 9, 2020
105
They told me my life was cursed and that I would only get worse from here. They also told me that they were already in control of the earth and that they’ve decided to take control and wipe us out before we get too powerful. They said this was the nature of the universe and it must happen or it might happen to them.

Funnily enough everything about me has deteriorated over the last two years. My hairlines receding, people have lost all respect for me, I’ve had insomnia with 4 hours of sleep per night, my family are losing contact with me. I have no friends, girlfriends and life seems to be a struggle every day.

I didn’t hear voices, but it was more of a telepathic thing. I personally don’t believe it as I’m not a spiritual guy.

But my life does definitely feel cursed
 
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paulstrong

paulstrong

Enlightened
May 5, 2020
1,042
They told me my life was cursed and that I would only get worse from here. They also told me that they were already in control of the earth and that they’ve decided to take control before we get too powerful.

Funnily enough everything about me has deteriorated over the last two years. My hairlines receding, people have lost all respect for me, I’ve had insomnia with 4 hours of sleep per night, my family are losing contact with me. I have no friends, girlfriends and life seems to be a struggle every day.

I didn’t hear voices, but it was more of a telepathic thing. I personally don’t believe it as I’m not a spiritual guy.

But my life does definitely feel cursed
we are all cursed in this fucked up world mate. People that think this life is a gift are either in denial or have never experienced true hardships in life.
 
little helpers

little helpers

did I tie the tourniquet on my arm or on my neck?
Dec 14, 2021
522
“the blotter got right on top of me
got me seeing E-motherfucking-T!”

Rosetta Stoned is the earworm of tonight, kids. /s

how you feeling now, OP?
 
steviewonder

steviewonder

Sexually Challenged
Nov 9, 2020
105
My last experience on lsd was less than a tab. I had the realisation that we’re all in a constant state of war with each other, and that each side of it represents a branch from a fractal. One side always loses, another side always propagates. I had visions of the US vs China and the way which we constantly try to better each other.
My experience on shrooms was weird but I felt shrooms was my friend.

The shrooms trip basically made me aware of aliens and I felt they were trying to communicate with me. I had vivid imaginations of an intergalactic war between two alien species. One of the visions was a stern looking alien in a small spaceship, another one was an alien crying out in pain. During my trip I believed aliens were real and they were already with us.

Shrooms definitely my favourite. I feel like shrooms are my friend
 
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ThriveOrDie

ThriveOrDie

We are already in hell
Jul 11, 2019
362
If what you experienced is not real why does everyone experience the same thing when they take psychedelics? If it came from your unique mind it would be a unique experience. I don’t believe the aliens are trustworthy though. Be careful.
 
Feeding Pigeons

Feeding Pigeons

Arcanist
Aug 5, 2021
428
They told me my life was cursed and that I would only get worse from here. They also told me that they were already in control of the earth and that they’ve decided to take control and wipe us out before we get too powerful. They said this was the nature of the universe and it must happen or it might happen to them.
You spoke with the archons. Beings who feed on suffering. Sadists.
 
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Eddypaddy

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Oct 28, 2021
136
They told me my life was cursed and that I would only get worse from here. They also told me that they were already in control of the earth and that they’ve decided to take control and wipe us out before we get too powerful. They said this was the nature of the universe and it must happen or it might happen to them.

Funnily enough everything about me has deteriorated over the last two years. My hairlines receding, people have lost all respect for me, I’ve had insomnia with 4 hours of sleep per night, my family are losing contact with me. I have no friends, girlfriends and life seems to be a struggle every day.

I didn’t hear voices, but it was more of a telepathic thing. I personally don’t believe it as I’m not a spiritual guy.

But my life does definitely feel cursed
Holy shit. I had a psychosis because of Ritalin while writing my bachelorthesis. I also had the same thoughts about entities slowly gaining control over the people on earth via medication or the covid vaccine ( yep i was comepletly crazy). Im also getting older and had hardcore insomnia.

I wish i never did drugs...
 
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SovietSuicide

Member
Jan 8, 2022
7
Yes and the next trip you will be in the dice universe where the bug men give you a secret mission to become god and then the next one you will wake up in the 4D universe and escape the matrix pod.

Psychedelics are formless, there is no concrete thing in them, they're literally just stimulating the "Holy Shit!" part of your brain over & over again.

That's my take on them anyway, I've done a lot of them.
 
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Sad Eyes Again

Sad Eyes Again

Member
Dec 17, 2021
40
I ate several THC gummies yesterday and was blasted into an alternate dimension. It was pretty much like an 8 hour acid trip but much more lucid. I spoke with my Higher Self in the 5th dimension who assured me everything will be ok and showed me I just have to be good and do the right thing. I do that anyway. Yeah it all sounds crazy and maybe I'm losing the plot, but I've had several of these experiences in the past few months.
 
AnxiousSchizoid

AnxiousSchizoid

perpetually going through a lot
Mar 24, 2021
236
We can’t rule out the possibility that they are sending us a message through you. If they are higher beings, they could have determined that the outcome of speaking with you would be the creation of this post. They could be using you as a proxy for information that needed to be relayed to someone on this website.

I’m not sure what their intent was behind telling you that your life was cursed, but it could be part of a greater purpose that we can’t comprehend yet. It would also indicate that you aren’t simply a proxy to them. They wouldn’t have a reason to make any judgements about the nature of your life unless they were trying to influence you in some way.

The thing that puzzles me is that they almost seem guilty about their plans to wipe us out. I’m not sure how it would benefit them to make that known. Very strange.
 
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steviewonder

steviewonder

Sexually Challenged
Nov 9, 2020
105
We can’t rule out the possibility that they are sending us a message through you. If they are higher beings, they could have determined that the outcome of speaking with you would be the creation of this post. They could be using you as a proxy for information that needed to be relayed to someone on this website.

I’m not sure what their intent was behind telling you that your life was cursed, but it could be part of a greater purpose that we can’t comprehend yet. It would also indicate that you aren’t simply a proxy to them. They wouldn’t have a reason to make any judgements about the nature of your life unless they were trying to influence you in some way.

The thing that puzzles me is that they almost seem guilty about their plans to wipe us out. I’m not sure how it would benefit them to make that known. Very strange.
I felt no guilt from them. Just sociopathic observation. Like an animal in a slaughter house. These people weren't loving beings
 
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blueclover_.

blueclover_.

Better Never to Have Been: 2006, David Benatar
Oct 11, 2021
640
I wanna try drugs. Being high sounds nice as hell.
 
Hindsightis2020

Hindsightis2020

you exist
Jun 14, 2019
207
I felt no guilt from them. Just sociopathic observation. Like an animal in a slaughter house. These people weren't loving beings
In gnosticism these things are lower than us. If it's sociopathic then it's a liar. If your virtues are more refined, which they are because you're empathetic, then you are more conscious than it.

I would avoid LSD. Shrooms can be medicinal under the right circumstances but these things are often better left alone.
 
NotStrongEnough

NotStrongEnough

Nihilist extraordinaire
Oct 3, 2021
57
My hairlines receding
I giggled at this one. My hairline started receding at 18 and just went from there. It's almost all gone at this point LOL

I've done LSD a few times. I never get these kinds of trips. Mine just sees me crying on a bed about how everything is pain and my entire consciousness is pain. No one ever talks to me or anything and I've never had visions. I feel robbed!
 
Sherri

Sherri

Archangel
Sep 28, 2020
8,335
I hear you, I look at pictures of me before depression and after depression you wouldn’t tell it was me. F this disease.
 
sharky

sharky

Member
Dec 15, 2021
16
That sounds kinda tempting to try LSD :D but im more into shrooms and truffles. But it’s mostly weird colors and staring at the ceiling while drooling for me. No weird entities for me.
 
Somber

Somber

Student
Jan 6, 2022
192
I've done LSD a few times. I never get these kinds of trips. Mine just sees me crying on a bed about how everything is pain and my entire consciousness is pain. No one ever talks to me or anything and I've never had visions. I feel robbed!
I can't talk about LSD, but shrooms (or truffles) so far have proven to be quite the dissappointment. How much are you supposed to take before you can expect something to happen?

I ate several THC gummies yesterday and was blasted into an alternate dimension. It was pretty much like an 8 hour acid trip but much more lucid. I spoke with my Higher Self in the 5th dimension who assured me everything will be ok and showed me I just have to be good and do the right thing. I do that anyway. Yeah it all sounds crazy and maybe I'm losing the plot, but I've had several of these experiences in the past few months.
What brand of gummies are you eating? While weed (THC) can be fun and all I certainly never experienced any hallucinations on it, no matter how much I used.
 
NotStrongEnough

NotStrongEnough

Nihilist extraordinaire
Oct 3, 2021
57
I ate several THC gummies yesterday and was blasted into an alternate dimension. It was pretty much like an 8 hour acid trip but much more lucid. I spoke with my Higher Self in the 5th dimension who assured me everything will be ok and showed me I just have to be good and do the right thing. I do that anyway. Yeah it all sounds crazy and maybe I'm losing the plot, but I've had several of these experiences in the past few months.

I missed this! Ha! I am a huge stoner, my brother is not. I had him take a couple gummies with me. I was doing 100mg at a time, he, not a stoner at all, also consumed 100 (when he should have done closer to 10). He then hallucinated that his father (my stepfather) molested us as kids. I am just over 8 years older than him so I would have been very much creating memories at that time. I have lots of memories of his dad beating the fuck out of me, but he never ever molested me. He and I talked about it the next day and he said he knew that his dad didn't do any of that (he was too young to remember him beating me), but it just felt so real to him at the time. We ended up calling our mother and talking to her and she said if his dad had done that, she would have been completely shocked, because that wasn't like him. He loved the ladies. His dad had passed away by this point, but it was less than a year, which is one of the reasons why I think he hallucinated the way he did. He has vowed to never consume thc in any form ever again LOL

I didn't believe that THC could cause hallucinations before, but I sure as hell do now LOL It was a trip, and not in the fun happy way either LOL

I can't talk about LSD, but shrooms (or truffles) so far have proven to be quite the dissappointment. How much are you supposed to take before you can expect something to happen?
I've never done shrooms! I have a friend who wants to, but I keep begging out because I'm afraid to do them and not be in a half-ass decent headspace LOL
 
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Somber

Somber

Student
Jan 6, 2022
192
I didn't believe that THC could cause hallucinations before, but I sure as hell do now LOL It was a trip, and not in the fun happy way either LOL

Must be a gummy thing then. Probably had too much sugar in it. 😄

I've never done shrooms! I have a friend who wants to, but I keep begging out because I'm afraid to do them and not be in a half-ass decent headspace LOL

I'm pretty much a noobie experimenting with truffles (as shrooms are apparently illegal). Maybe putting them in a dehydrator wasn't the best choice, maybe I just need to up the dose ... by a lot. From what I hear LSD is way more intense than shrooms though.
 
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Sad Eyes Again

Sad Eyes Again

Member
Dec 17, 2021
40
What brand of gummies are you eating? While weed (THC) can be fun and all I certainly never experienced any hallucinations on it, no matter how much I used.
Stoner Patch Kids. There were 10 in a pack, and I shoved 4 that were stuck together in my mouth. Total of the pack is 600mg, so I guess I had 240mg.

I didn't believe that THC could cause hallucinations before, but I sure as hell do now LOL It was a trip, and not in the fun happy way either LOL
It most certainly does in me, I've gone too far a few times and similar has happened. However I wouldn't describe it as hallucinations. It was a cerebral buzz I guess, so I was very much in my head, seeing things in my mind and my consciousness felt like it was in another dimension.
 
ThriveOrDie

ThriveOrDie

We are already in hell
Jul 11, 2019
362
Stoner Patch Kids. There were 10 in a pack, and I shoved 4 that were stuck together in my mouth. Total of the pack is 600mg, so I guess I had 240mg.


It most certainly does in me, I've gone too far a few times and similar has happened. However I wouldn't describe it as hallucinations. It was a cerebral buzz I guess, so I was very much in my head, seeing things in my mind and my consciousness felt like it was in another dimension.
I had hallucinations on THC edibles. I saw a giant spider and demonic entities, probably the archons but it was in my head like you said…not a real hallucination. I was totally incapacitated…couldn’t even talk and the entities were really enjoying my discomfort. They were laughing at me in a very sadistic way. I had had experiences with the archons before ever taking drugs. Christians would call them demons. They are always there around us. The entities that claim to be aliens are not higher beings. I agree with hindsight…these things are better left alone. These entities can possess you.
 
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MoonGoddess

Member
Dec 31, 2021
49
I've done LSD a few times. I never get these kinds of trips. Mine just sees me crying on a bed about how everything is pain and my entire consciousness is pain. No one ever talks to me or anything and I've never had visions. I feel robbed!
Hell,ill talk to you! Lets see,you will meet a tall,dark billionaire and fall hopelessly in love. Also Gemini is rising...in Uranus!
 
Sad Eyes Again

Sad Eyes Again

Member
Dec 17, 2021
40
I had hallucinations on THC edibles. I saw a giant spider and demonic entities, probably the archons but it was in my head like you said…not a real hallucination. I was totally incapacitated…couldn’t even talk and the entities were really enjoying my discomfort. They were laughing at me in a very sadistic way. I had had experiences with the archons before ever taking drugs. Christians would call them demons. They are always there around us. The entities that claim to be aliens are not higher beings. I agree with hindsight…these things are better left alone. These entities can possess you.
When I looked down at my body from space the other day, on the same trip, I had demonic entities stuck to me. Some of them were able to be removed, a few stayed. I could also see the earth, and only a small part of it was in lightness, representing all the goodness in the world. Three quarters of it was in darkness which represented the evil running rampant on earth. The task - to stay in the light and make it bigger until it covers the earth.
 
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NotStrongEnough

NotStrongEnough

Nihilist extraordinaire
Oct 3, 2021
57
Hell,ill talk to you! Lets see,you will meet a tall,dark billionaire and fall hopelessly in love. Also Gemini is rising...in Uranus!
Ha!! I'm up for that! I think the BF wouldn't be happy to see me swept away but I'm always ready for gemini to be rising in my a.... nevermind.
 
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MrOptions

MrOptions

True freedom lies within you.
Jan 6, 2020
115
happy mr. mackey GIF by South Park
 
avoid_slow_death

avoid_slow_death

Ready to embrace the peaceful bliss of the void.
Feb 4, 2020
1,107
LSD basically personifies your thoughts that you already have into overdrive proportions. So, if you're already depressed, dark and negative, this is what will come forth. Into conspiracy theories? Your mind will conjure the craziest ones. Basically it just changes the way you perceive reality by changing the way the brains chemicals flow on it. In other words, you are literally changing your mind. Your perception, but nothing more than that. It's all in your head. And yes, I have done my fair share of psychedelics so I speak from plenty of experience.
 
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Death_the_kid

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Dec 16, 2020
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LSD basically personifies your thoughts that you already have into overdrive proportions. So, if you're already depressed, dark and negative, this is what will come forth. Into conspiracy theories? Your mind will conjure the craziest ones. Basically it just changes the way you perceive reality by changing the way the brains chemicals flow on it. In other words, you are literally changing your mind. Your perception, but nothing more than that. It's all in your head. And yes, I have done my fair share of psychedelics so I speak from plenty of experience.
So what is reality but perception? Perception Is reality? The hell and Paradise inhabit inside your mind? You can shape It and create It? Its supossed to be just one only "natural", "correct", "healthy" perception that dictates the "true" reality? The "universal" And all the others are just malfunctions and diseases? "Unreal realitys" then what the fuck Is reality?....the hell of a Man could be the Paradise of another?...

Sorry im drunk... oooh this Is another perception too another reality.
 
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