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Snow Queen

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I did my SN blood test and the results are good, my blood turned into a black slimy goop within seconds. Im planning to drink my SN this friday if I'm fortunate enough that my mom would leave the house as usual. I will fast for two days and drink SN without Antiemetics because i can't get them without a prescription. I will prepare two other drinks in case i vomited. Wish me good luck and goodbye.
 
Wrennie

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I have sources for antiemetics. If you want I can PM you.

I wish you the best of luck nonetheless, and hope that you find peace - however that may be. :heart:
 
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aminend said:
2 days fasting is too much. 8_12hrs is enough.
I know but again i don't have access to Antiemetics so my chances of vomiting increase sadly.
 
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It definitely gives you a secure feeling that you have your SN.
Maybe you decide to wait - you can always use it later.
 
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Wrennie said:
I have sources for antiemetics. If you want I can PM you.

I wish you the best of luck nonetheless, and hope that you find peace - however that may be. :heart:
Tank you for that, but i just can't wait any longer, I read that it's not a necessity so hopefully it goes fine ^^
 
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I'm sorry to hear this. I wish life hadn't been so unfair to you.

I wish you lots of love and peace.

Hugs,

Matt
 
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WornOutLife said:
I'm sorry to hear this. I wish life hadn't been so unfair to you.

I wish you lots of love and peace.

Hugs,

Matt
Thank you Matt for the kind words ^^
 
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Snow Queen said:
Tank you for that, but i just can't wait any longer, I read that it's not a necessity so hopefully it goes fine ^^

I wouldn't worry about not having an anti e. quite a few of us discussed it last year and alot of us agreed it isn't that important, as you are pretty much guaranteed to be sick no matter what. at the end of the day you are drinking salt water. i'm not to sure the extra hours fasting will help. but its entirely upto you which way you choose to do it.

correct dosage, extra cups in case of being sick, not being found are the important parts.
 
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checkouttime said:
I wouldn't worry about not having an anti e. quite a few of us discussed it last year and alot of us agreed it isn't that important, as you are pretty much guaranteed to be sick no matter what. at the end of the day you are drinking salt water. i'm not to sure the extra hours fasting will help. but its entirely upto you which way you choose to do it.

correct dosage, extra cups in case of being sick, not being found are the important parts.
Thank you, this is relieving !
 
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I’m sorry it has come to this. I hope you find peace however you find it.
 
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If this is the option you want, then I wish you peace.
 
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If this is what you want - and it seems like it is - I wish you luck.
 
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@Wrennie Can you PM me with your source for the antiemetics please?
 
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I hear a lot of people talking about how hard it is to get hold of the SN, but it seems like it's pretty difficult to get your hands on antiemetics. Is this true?
 
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I am seriously considering departing soon myself. Best wishes. I hope you have a nice seat on the bus.
 
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Well we haven't heard from her since June 10th...
 

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