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ctoan

ctoan

Arcanist
Sep 30, 2018
437
jesus christ


cant remember i got asked if i want to be born


what is this shit

i want my money back

what a fucking nightmare


just bc people are too stupid to use a condom im now forced to invest energy into researching about carbonmonoxide or helium bags


jesus christ im more than angry at this point
 
Sundayafternoon

Sundayafternoon

Cosmic panic
May 18, 2018
394
My favorite thing to say is, "I don't recall standing in any lines or submitting any paper work with a request to take part in this bs game"

I understand your anger. My depression is simply anger that I'm compelled to exist against my wishes and frustration with society's idea that I'm sick and should just take my meds and deal with like they have to.

Woo- that run on sentence.
 
BlackDragonof1989

BlackDragonof1989

Mage
Jul 12, 2018
526
I know the feeling, some days much more than others. Every non-sympathetic comment and position feels like a form of victim blaming, bootstrapping egomaniacal individualism, megalomania *forgive my rant hehe, I had a bit much coffee but the feeling remains* Everything that is not pessimism is delusion and so on *shrugs* Ditto on the antinatalism, I've been one personally since about 2010 though I continue to try to find deeper spiritual meaning to life some days by half-hearted research on the Interwebs mostly. I thought I discovered a key with DXM, but the magic faded, made worse when people derisively coin it just cough syrup. No one likes someone to find a way to escape the base condition of humanity's suffering if they can't come along in that freedom? Forgive my rambles, I feel like a form of sugary cereal tonight. Peace to you.
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,136
I wish that I’d never been born as well. I wouldn’t tell this to my parents, though. I hate when people tell me that life is a gift, et cetera. That’s why I never talk about my true feelings with anybody that I know.
 
windingdown

windingdown

Specialist
Sep 10, 2018
368
I was fortunate to have a basically fine time of life for 30 years. (Plenty of difficulties, but the balance tipped toward the positive.) I've wanted to die since last summer. I realized that at any moment, if a Dr walked in with euthanasia materials, I'd be ready to go. I wouldn't mind living as a human on earth if there were an 'off' button. I've wanted to press my off button for 15 months, but there is so not one available, and to me, that is the egregious thing. Given that there's no off button, it's 'better to never have been born'. I wouldn't have minded being born otherwise.
 
ctoan

ctoan

Arcanist
Sep 30, 2018
437
I was fortunate to have a basically fine time of life for 30 years. (Plenty of difficulties, but the balance tipped toward the positive.) I've wanted to die since last summer. I realized that at any moment, if a Dr walked in with euthanasia materials, I'd be ready to go. I wouldn't mind living as a human on earth if there were an 'off' button. I've wanted to press my off button for 15 months, but there is so not one available, and to me, that is the egregious thing. Given that there's no off button, it's 'better to never have been born'. I wouldn't have minded being born otherwise.


goverment should provide people with the service to die in dignity
 
worldexploder

worldexploder

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Sep 19, 2018
2,823
Like I said many times before - Since our mothers had the absolute right to bring us into this world, we, as adults should have the absolute right to take ourselves out of it. We never signed a contract or gave consent to be here – therefore we should be under no obligation to stay.

I have been an antinatalist for over a decade now. Creating life is basically creating suffering. If people really care about children, they should look into adoption.

Our capacity as to suffer as sentient beings far outweighs our capacity to experience pleasure both in duration and in intensity. An orgasm doesn’t feel as good as a broken bone feels bad for example. What’s the opposite of cancer? There is nothing 50/50 or yin yang about it. Life IS a negative imposition.
 
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millefeui

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Mar 31, 2018
1,036
My mother once said that to my brother. "You asked to be born as my son and now you are complaining?" I never saw him so annoyed before.

I didn't say anything. If I asked to be born in this hellhole, in this body and on this family, there was something seriously wrong with me "before I was born".
 
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