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Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Just dont. I dont want to hear it
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while it does offer a relief at times, example yesterday when my hubby mentioned my bday, it started to bother me so i had a couple puffs (microdosed) and then the thoughts i didnt want slowly drifted away "forgotten" (well as forgotten as they could be) but for the most part i really am happier straight. yet still here i am, smoking up.

im trying to not touch it. but whats a puff? i know stupid question. anyway just a stupid vent, nothing more then that
 
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IsThisTheEnd?

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I find the odd puff is ok even helpful but then it turns into lots everyday and I slowly relapse into heavy depression and paranoia and thinking the only thing that will help is to smoke more..............
 
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Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

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IsThisTheEnd? said:
thinking the only thing that will help is to smoke more..............
yeah i know that feeling. at that point youre just running away from it and its only making you worse. (well i do). like a runaway horror rollercoaster
 
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