- May 20, 2018
i feel like it's my only option, due to a medical condition that leaves me unable to fully function in the ways I'd like and unable to live a life I'd say is worth living. I keep finding myself putting off my date, due to birthdays etc - events of others I don't want to ruin with my ctb. I keep seeing new doctors - on the off chance someone will find a solution. No luck so far. I have n on hand. My next opportunity will be July 8th and the few days after, and then all of august. I'm just venting here.