Life isn't worth the trouble.
- Nov 16, 2019
Lately I've been feeling way more depressed, angry and emotionally wrung out. I think it has to do with Thanksgiving coming up and my Birthday not being long after that. I don't like having extra attention on me and feel that I don't deserve the care that my family shows me. Also all my Birthday does is remind me that i'm still the same loser from the year before and will be the same loser next Birthday. Feels like i've entered a whole new level of mental fragility I didn't know I had, I'm losing my grip here and I don't know how much longer I can keep this up. If Voluntary Euthanasia was a consultation away I can't say I wouldn't consider looking into it.