BridgeJumper

BridgeJumper

The Arsonist
Apr 7, 2019
1,215
I am downright miserable with my incurable inner ear condition. Constant vertigo and vomiting from it, wont let me sleep all sounds amplified hearing vibrations in the walls....Leading to diagnosis and after it just spent time on SS chat, drinking, doing drugs and yelling into the void. My family doesnt believe I'm sick. Well, I met a person, he has not only the same ear condition as me, but the same mental illness too! We clicked from day one. Every single thing I went through, regarding my ears, gaslighting medical PTSD, he went through it too. We even want to move in together. I promised him I will live for him. I know I'm supposed to do it for myself, I hate myself tho. But yeah, I'm doing it. I'm throwing away my rope. From that now on, I have a reason. Ill go to the bridge and smoke a cigarette, and tell it 'not today'.
 
Tonight634

Tonight634

Member
Aug 24, 2020
76
I’m so happy for you, there is nothing better than when you find someone who understands and relates to your suffering, it’s almost like you don’t have to carry that weight alone, I hope everything goes well for you two
 
BitterlyAlive_

BitterlyAlive_

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Dec 8, 2020
2,062
I understand how you feel. I’m very happy to hear that you’ve found someone who really gets you. You’ve had such a horrible time and deserve something good. Best of luck to you both. :heart:
 
TriggerHappy

TriggerHappy

Inthe kingdom ofthe blind; the one-eyed are kings
Jan 24, 2021
1,199
There's nothing better than mad love :: I wish you both well.


You know it's the place I need
But you got me walking circles like a dog on a lead
And the doctors say I'm crazy, that I'm eight miles thick
I'm like the taste of macaroni on a seafood stick
And you got me switched on, baby, like electric eel
And I'm tight with Axel Foley, that's just how I feel
Like a grapefruit and a magic trick, the prodigal son
I'm walking, I'm walking, I'm walking, I walk so quick

And it just don't mean a thing
We've been waiting far too long
We'll play it out again
This is just my serenade

You're in love with a psycho
You're in love with a psycho
And there's nothing you can do about it
I got you running all around it
You're in love with a psycho
You're in love with a psycho
And there's nothing you can do about it
You never gonna be without it

Jibber jabber at the bargain booze
And reciting Charles Bukowski, I got nothing to lose
And I wait for you to follow me to share my chips
But you're walking, you're walking, you walk, you walk so quick

Nobody's gonna take you there
I stick around for the thousand yard stare
I go to sleep in a duffle bag
I'm never up, never down, down, down, down

Hey, you're in love with a psycho
You're in love with a psycho
And there's nothing you can do about it
I got you running all around it
You're in love with a psycho
You're in love with a psycho
And there's nothing you can do about it
You're never gonna be with--

Maybe this way we'll find a solution
Maybe this way we'll find a solution
But before, to love me you gotta find love

You're in love with a psycho
You're in love with a psycho
And there's nothing you can do about it
I got you running all around it
You're in love with a psycho
Tu amor es muy loco
And there's nothing you can do about it
You never gonna be without it
 
RockBot

RockBot

Cog Watcher (UK)
Jun 6, 2020
88
This makes me so happy to hear this. It's the best news I've had all day and has made me smile.

High five @BridgeJumper!

All the best to you and for your future together.
 
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iriia

Member
Nov 11, 2021
20
I feel very happy for you. I wish you the best.
 
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AverageFanEnjoyer

AverageFanEnjoyer

The Real Monster
Sep 26, 2021
1,185
I'm glad you found someone to live for, it must feel like heaven :3. I think I also found someone to live for, but it's uncertain for now, but I'll try to cling on this hope despite my self doubts and my negative thoughts dragging me down. Wishing you the best :D.
 
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waterstrider

waterstrider

cold
Nov 29, 2020
404
I don’t know you but I’m so happy for you. Life’s a bitch and if you’re physically impaired even more so.
Having someone to lean on when times get rough is the most valuable thing there is.
Hopefully you two will have lots of (joyful) memories to share from here on out.
 
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Ashu

Ashu

Member
Nov 13, 2021
32
This only ever happens to females lmao No one ever wants to "save" a guy
This is completely untrue, women sacrifice themselves to save men all the time. You can ask me. I met one. She wanted to marry me, to save me. I said yes, and thereby completely destroyed both our lives.
 
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grungeCat

grungeCat

Awkward & weird
Jul 5, 2020
1,073
I am so glad you found someone special! I wish you all the best
 
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Fish Face

Member
Apr 19, 2019
92
I'm just saying that if OP were a guy there's no way in hell he'd find a girl to love her. Guys get no sympathy.
That is completely not true. I had a friend like that who I loved. I don't feel that I get any sympathy and I am female. Don't hang it on gender.
 
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