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h0wd1rtygrlzST4YCL3N

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Jul 14, 2021
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but hoped to vent and speak my mind. i literally cant talk about this anywhere else. its none of your business why i cant get my bus tickets lined up but oh man how i want to...
 
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timf

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When circumstances work to drive a person to incredible pain, it can seem that anything that will shut the pain off is attractive. However a focus on the pain can cause a sort of tunnel vision that can blind us to what we might do to shut the pain off (or at least turn it down) ourselves.

This loss of perspective can be compensated somewhat if there is anyone you are close to that might help you consider options that could be explored to push back against the pain.
 
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h0wd1rtygrlzST4YCL3N

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Jul 14, 2021
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lol you are a dick i bet your parents are still alive. i dont mean to be a gripy asshole but hey im not judging any one elses reasons for being here and making the choices i have decided.....i just wanted to talk about my feelings. but i was right. i should be isolating and keeping these thoughts and feelings to my self until the moment i carry them out. i guess even here im just an attention whore....wrong of me to seek out people to talk to while i feel this way. but yes. i actually do agree. i should hide my feelings like i have been my whole life until i finally make that choice. honestly you did sorta help....none of us matter so fuck it why even have the board. I know my next attempt will be sucessfull i promised my self. thank you all for your help and stern advice.....i really thought this page would be better than trying to process these thoughts on my own. lol but you guys are right. i am a waste.
 
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Sep 16, 2021
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You can vent whatever you want here. Someone is always listening/reading.
lol you are a dick i bet your parents are still alive. i dont mean to be a gripy asshole but hey im not judging any one elses reasons for being here and making the choices i have decided.....i just wanted to talk about my feelings. but i was right. i should be isolating and keeping these thoughts and feelings to my self until the moment i carry them out. i guess even here im just an attention whore....wrong of me to seek out people to talk to while i feel this way. but yes. i actually do agree. i should hide my feelings like i have been my whole life until i finally make that choice. honestly you did sorta help....none of us matter so fuck it why even have the board. I know my next attempt will be sucessfull i promised my self. thank you all for your help and stern advice.....i really thought this page would be better than trying to process these thoughts on my own. lol but you guys are right. i am a waste.
I am sorry for your pain. And you are not a waste.
 
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