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Oct 6, 2018
I hate it so much. Being mentally ill. You'd think you'd get a reward for enduring abuse but no. Overthinker, worrier, irrational thoughts, black and white thinking and much more. I'm sick of fighting you. I'm so sick and tired of it. It never brings me peace. What a useless mass of meat. I want it to shut up already and give me a break sometimes, but that only happens in my sleep. Oh and my heart, what a useless torturous organ. Being abnormally highly sensitive. Fucking hell I'm so tired. I can't even focus on ctb, my mind hasn't felt clear in forever. These thoughts won't stop. I can't stop feeling unnecessarily too much.

Does anyone else feel this way?


Oct 3, 2018
i cant focus on how i can kill myself too… i overthink so much ...but what i overthink are broken thoughts ...my mind is so foggy and i feel so weak ..i can't even concentrate on Death that is my only escape from all of this …