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TheGoodGuy

TheGoodGuy

Visionary
Aug 27, 2018
2,475
So I am going to ctb in a few days (under a week at least) and I bought 40 rows of the EuroJackpot and didn´t win anything, no one won the jackpot or the second one but 1 person in Denmark won over 116.000$ and 4 people won 6500$ and I hoped it would be me.

I spend 100$ on it and hoped I would at least win the 6500$ to buy me some time so I could enjoy my last couple of months while drinking and taking drugs and also aquire me a shotgun to kms instead of using my 9mm Glock17 but I lost :(
 
Pointlessabyss

Pointlessabyss

Impulse will takeover one day...
Sep 17, 2018
294
So I am going to ctb in a few days (under a week at least) and I bought 40 rows of the EuroJackpot and didn´t win anything, no one won the jackpot or the second one but 1 person in Denmark won over 116.000$ and 4 people won 6500$ and I hoped it would be me.

I spend 100$ on it and hoped I would at least win the 6500$ to buy me some time so I could enjoy my last couple of months while drinking and taking drugs and also aquire me a shotgun to kms instead of using my 9mm Glock17 but I lost :(

I use to be part of a syndicate in work until we got up to £800 it was £2 a ticket so we decided to buy 400 tickets.. we got £250 back again got £50 back rinse repeat.

Unfortunately not a lot in this life is guaranteed!
 
TheGoodGuy

TheGoodGuy

Visionary
Aug 27, 2018
2,475
A single barrel 12 bore is dirt cheap, surely you can sell the glock for way more and buy one. I had a russian baikal side by side 12 cost me £50 used, old.
I don´t have time I have been kicked out of school for not attending so I have no more money for next month and it takes at least 2 weeks to renews my hunters license and another 8 weeks to get a license for a 12g shotgun so there is my problem I need more time which I don´t have because of money/bills.
 
Angst Filled Fuck Up

Angst Filled Fuck Up

Super duper enlightened
Sep 9, 2018
1,707
Sucks, doesn't it? I have had similar thoughts lately, about winning something and then calling it quits. So I've been playing the stock market with my last bit of money over the last couple of weeks and lost pretty much everything of course. I'm the kind of guy who can't spit off the side of a building without getting it all back in my face. You know that bullshit book/documentary "The Secret"? Well I have like the non-secret.
 
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Nofaith

...
Sep 16, 2018
343
I used to play in some desperate hope that I might win. You can guess how that turned out. I stopped and realised there would be no miracle for me. I'd rather spend the money on a Gregg's Oval Bite.
 
PatKat

PatKat

Meh
Aug 9, 2018
980
So I am going to ctb in a few days (under a week at least) and I bought 40 rows of the EuroJackpot and didn´t win anything, no one won the jackpot or the second one but 1 person in Denmark won over 116.000$ and 4 people won 6500$ and I hoped it would be me.

I spend 100$ on it and hoped I would at least win the 6500$ to buy me some time so I could enjoy my last couple of months while drinking and taking drugs and also aquire me a shotgun to kms instead of using my 9mm Glock17 but I lost :(
Your chances of winning the lottery are like 1 in 280 million...
 
Slacker

Slacker

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Aug 17, 2018
298
It would have been a better idea to play roulette... just throw the 100 bucks on any number (close your eyes) and win 3700 if you are lucky.

Chances are 1:37 (2,7%) when playing plein
 
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Slacker

Slacker

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Aug 17, 2018
298
Every game in the casino (real, not online) is better (safer) than playing lotto... sorry
 
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Midnight

Midnight

Beyond solace
Jun 30, 2018
625
Spend like 20-30€ a month. Hardly win anything except for a few euros each time. Winnig a substantial amount would no doubt bring me (temporary) happiness.

Used to play lottery alot but now i use scratch tickets. Some of these go up to 500k €. And 1-2/5 i get my ticket back in profits so yeah ... Potential gain is less than lottery but my losses are sometimes evened out by gains.

I've been foolishly hoping to win a large amount. It's stupid i know but my last hope of some happiness actually involves winning a decent amount of money. Call me shallow but i've been buying my happiness all my life.
 
Justanotherconsumer

Justanotherconsumer

Paragon
Jul 9, 2018
974
Sucks, doesn't it? I have had similar thoughts lately, about winning something and then calling it quits. So I've been playing the stock market with my last bit of money over the last couple of weeks and lost pretty much everything of course. I'm the kind of guy who can't spit off the side of a building without getting it all back in my face. You know that bullshit book/documentary "The Secret"? Well I have like the non-secret.

Yeah i remember the secret, putting positive vibes into the cosmos and concentrating on what you want, an armoured brinks truck did pass by when i was walking, so it was supremely successful.
 
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samhelloall9

Experienced
Jul 16, 2018
297
Sympathies man. I've also started a generic gambling thread if you'd like to post.

I love gambling, but I'm not excessive. I know the risks, the odds, etc
 
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