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Charlie

Charlie

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May 12, 2018
128
I love playing random musics and drawing :3

It’s so good. The tooth of the texture feels really awesome sauce.
I like making art and then getting likes social media too, I drew an egg th either month and got 100 likes. Made me feel less worthless.

I just finished a commission drawing and I really had to push myself to do it. It’ll pay for some games for the Nintendo switch. :)

I’m feeling less sad face tonight. But that might be the caffeine mixed with the adrenaline of finishing this 10 hour project. Either way. I had to vent a little.

I remember when I was a bit younger that instead of cutting myself I would play piano - no more room for that. Drawing has that same instinctual need as playing the piano. That same urge I have for suicide really.
- it feels right. The sit down a hit the keys on a piano and compose a nice relaxing score.

And it feels right to sit down and draw smol details in life. I love drawing water for exmaple. Water is so pretty

Remember peoples, treat yourself to cookies and cuddles with your pillow. Crying + cuddling pillows is so nice. :’)

Also, coffee is great :D
 
Caustic Cardinals

Caustic Cardinals

Enlightened
Sep 1, 2018
1,340
I love playing random musics and drawing :3

It’s so good. The tooth of the texture feels really awesome sauce.
I like making art and then getting likes social media too, I drew an egg th either month and got 100 likes. Made me feel less worthless.

I just finished a commission drawing and I really had to push myself to do it. It’ll pay for some games for the Nintendo switch. :)

I’m feeling less sad face tonight. But that might be the caffeine mixed with the adrenaline of finishing this 10 hour project. Either way. I had to vent a little.

I remember when I was a bit younger that instead of cutting myself I would play piano - no more room for that. Drawing has that same instinctual need as playing the piano. That same urge I have for suicide really.
- it feels right. The sit down a hit the keys on a piano and compose a nice relaxing score.

And it feels right to sit down and draw smol details in life. I love drawing water for exmaple. Water is so pretty

Remember peoples, treat yourself to cookies and cuddles with your pillow. Crying + cuddling pillows is so nice. :’)

Also, coffee is great :D
love it
 
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Sun Stealer

Sun Stealer

Experienced
Aug 19, 2018
218
Well why don't some of you artists post your work on here. I for 1 would love to see it
 
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Sun Stealer

Sun Stealer

Experienced
Aug 19, 2018
218
But that does not mean it cannot return despite how you feel now
 
RM5998

RM5998

Sack of Meat
Sep 3, 2018
2,206
I used to draw on paper, but that became uninteresting after a while. I got a graphics tablet to draw in a different medium, and it was interesting for a while, but it soon became hollow.

I have about 5 unfinished sketches now that I already hate having started. What's worse is that the reference material for the last one is present in a browser window that I've had open for about a month now. I want to finish it, but working on it makes me feel... empty. It isn't enjoyable, like it should be. Then again, the same applies to everything in my life right now, so...