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I live alone. I have no family or friends that would ever try to contact me. My rent and other bills are automatically paid by the bank. My income is automatically deposited. If I ctb I might end up being one of those stories where I'm not found for years. Not sure how I feel about that. It could be a good thing.
 
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I like the idea of never being found. I would love to basically disappear off the face of this earth. I guess it doesn’t matter really to me, if I’m found or not as I won’t be alive anymore so I wont be able to feel anything.
 
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It sounds like a good way to live, it would suit me, but I’m not sure I’d want to not be found after ctb. I hope you enjoy you life situation, does sound like perfection to me.

Wish you well.
 
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It is the ideal living situation for me. That is why I would ctb if it was threatened by my ill health because I'm old. I won't let anyone put me somewhere else like a hospital or nursing home.
 
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There was a film made about someone in this situation. It's really sad and it made me cry when I watched it.

 
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Trojan said:
I live alone. I have no family or friends that would ever try to contact me. My rent and other bills are automatically paid by the bank. My income is automatically deposited. If I ctb I might end up being one of those stories where I'm not found for years. Not sure how I feel about that. It could be a good thing.

Trojan said:
It is the ideal living situation for me. That is why I would ctb if it was threatened by my ill health because I'm old. I won't let anyone put me somewhere else like a hospital or nursing home.
What are your methods for ctb ?
 
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I have a debreather. Since that method has come into question, if it doesn't work my fall back would be carbon monoxide.
 
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LifeQuitter2018

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I wish I could be in your situation.
But how can you don't have any family or relatives ? Are they all dead ? Or are they alive but just don't bother to contact you ?
 
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Trojan said:
I live alone. I have no family or friends that would ever try to contact me. My rent and other bills are automatically paid by the bank. My income is automatically deposited. If I ctb I might end up being one of those stories where I'm not found for years. Not sure how I feel about that. It could be a good thing.

I think this is a good thing.

Just think about it: your body will be finished decomposing or at least most of it will be before you are buried. This will result in fewer worms eating on your body if you're buried. When I die I will be buried, but I don't like the idea of worms eating on me.

Also; doctors, and especially medical students, will not be able to tamper with your body when you're in the morgue. Those people do that all the time; they cut in dead people and sometimes they take away body parts too. True story!
 
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LifeQuitter2018 said:
I wish I could be in your situation.
But how can you don't have any family or relatives ? Are they all dead ? Or are they alive but just don't bother to contact you ?
I have a brother and a sister but no contact
 
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