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contemplatingjaahil

contemplatingjaahil

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My parents are great and gave me everything but thats not enough to stop me from ctb and ruining their lives. I love them but I hate being alive and experiencing this torture more than anything. I believe they’ll eventually get over my death and maybe even be relieved some day because I contributed nothing but being a burden to their lives. I am not a good person in any way and I have no idea why anyone would miss me.
 
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meetapple

meetapple

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I, too, have very good parents and worry about how CTBing might affect them. But I feel like society is better off without me and I can’t wait for them to pass away before I CTB.
 
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FailureGirl

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contemplatingjaahil said:
My parents are great and gave me everything but thats not enough to stop me from ctb and ruining their lives. I love them but I hate being alive and experiencing this torture more than anything. I believe they’ll eventually get over my death and maybe even be relieved some day because I contributed nothing but being a burden to their lives. I am not a good person in any way and I have no idea why anyone would miss me.
I feel the exact same way.
 
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Same, I feel bad for my family but I think they will be able to get over, they are not alone. Some people might think its selfish, but in the end, you do what you have / want to so that you are in peace, not that selfish imo
 
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FuneralCry

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I have a good relationship with my parents and I know they will be sad. But from my point of view, I do not see it as selfish really as I have the right to take my own life at any time of my choosing. I did not ask to exist so I have no obligations to stay alive. It would be selfish of them to expect me to suffer for decades. I also think they will get over my death someday, they can live perfectly fine without me.
 
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