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Wakawaka

Wakawaka

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Im so stressed from classes, life, i feel so alone, i just wanted to go out for a drink and feel better and im sitting on the train and some kids literally set off fire crackers in the train station, and while im trying to think about it rationally, watching people duck and try and protect themselves, listening to the women scream and beg the train driver to close the door and leave the station made me come to terms with the thought that I was going to die in a train cart, and as i thought about what to do i didnt know where the potential shooter could be, outside my cart, down the runway, on the train

so for a 5 seconds i just waited for someone to walk in and kill me, without any way to defend myself
 
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