• Hey Visitor,

    In light of recent events, all community members in the US should reach out to their representative in regards to the Stop Online Suicide Assistance Forums Act that has been introduced in congress. This bill, if passed, could criminalize this community and hold it liable for simply hosting information.

    You should be able to locate and contact your represenative by going to this website. You can also contact Lori Trahan, the one spearheading this bill by calling her office at (202) 225-3411 or by leaving a message on the contact form on her site.

    One of the best ways to combat this is to make your voice heard. We're not political activists, but we made this notice to let you know that you do have a voice and that you do have representives that represent you in congress.

Deleted member 847

After all my failed attempts I think I learned something. I'm not ready to die. It's like there's something up there that simply doesn't fucking want me to die yet. I'm 18 and I thought I could just avoid by suicide all the crap a human being has to face in his life but looks like I'm not special enough for such a privilege. Maybe when I will be in my 30s and I will own a house and hopefully be alone in it I will finally be able to do it.


Jun 26, 2018
It sounds as if it was not without much thought and difficulty that you've arrived at this decision. However, it also seems as though you haven't come to terms with it quite yet. The idea of having to live another decade on this planet may sound daunting, but take heart. Suicide will always be an option. For as long as there are people and empathy exists, there will be those who understand your point of view. Even if for some reason this forum gets shut down, or some law makes your prefer method prohibitively more unfeasible, there will be those enterprising few who will buck the trend and come up with new, unheard of ways to ctb. I guess what I mean to say is that come what may, there will always be a way to end suffering. Good luck my young friend.