Tiburcio

Tiburcio

Voluntary deletion.
May 9, 2018
1,573
I thought a lot about this and I don't get a logical answer, I simply can't understand why people likes this hellhole.

I tried to pretend I like life thousand times, I faked I like everything it has to offer me but it's a lie, the truth is I hate, hate, fucking HATE life. Everytime somebody encourages me to live for the rest of my days I feel I'm getting stabbed. Why people wants with all their heart assuming all the suffering life gives us like it was justified? It's extremely hard and unfair and I refuse it.

In general life is bad by itself and the sooner we accept this, the better. But apart of this why should I live with memories of me being backstabbed for the people I loved or my parents hitting and abusing me everyday when since I had 4 years apart of other many things? Why somebody would think it's worthy to keep going and constantly fighting a lost war?

In fact they like suffering because I don't find another reason, the thought of life being an opportunity and justifying to endure all this is harming for them and I hope one day they notice their mistake.

I'm in constant anxiety caused by routine and people around me, this has no justification possible, this is a madhouse, a fucking madhouse and I only want to escape, please stop making things harder than they are.
 
Midnight

Midnight

Beyond solace
Jun 30, 2018
625
It's simple.. not everyone has the same view of the world as you do. I have no problem understanding that some people like life and others do not. There are tons of variations that can either make you a happy person or a suicidal/depressed person.
 
thetwilightzone

thetwilightzone

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Jul 14, 2018
307
For me, one could understand why my life isn't worth it. I have no friends and family is about to kick me out. I will probably be homeless. The situation at home isnt' worth the hassle.

When my parents finally kick me out, I'll take heroin, another CNS depressant and just end it all. Sick and tireed of this B.S. called it.
 
Vvcv

Vvcv

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Jul 17, 2018
39
I think it's about the way you experience the world and your emotions attached to it. If you see work like a good thing, you will want to keep working. The same thing goes for anything else. It's when we deal with something we can't accept that we find sadness and depression. It can also be because of a chemical inbalance in your brain. Personally meds for depression have changed my perspective a lot, I used to be more melancholic. Reading other people's problems can be therapeutic too because you feel like you are not the only one with those problems.

Some people have an easy life, some find love, some want to have children which means they will want to stick around for them, others will want to be successful, while others have an hedonistic mindset. A whole bunch of different reasons.
 
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Comatose11

Mage
Jul 26, 2018
576
I could see why some people might enjoy life. I would if things were different. But I fucked up my life beyond repair and just don’t want to live anymore.
 
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Life sucks

Enlightened
Apr 18, 2018
1,873
There are facts that when being known can change how one view life completely even if they didn't end it.

Its not a matter of happiness, wealth or anything else as we see suicides from each type and lifeholders also from each type.

Inherently, life has problems and negativity regardless of individual perception. The majority of people have been programmed to accept it or have countless distractions from the truth. Its like a movie but an absurd one, some people will enjoy it, Some see not, some will wait, some will analyze and some will just push the turnoff button.

So people who will continue life most likely have better circumstances or deep indoctrination and programming. I think imo, if one opens their mind completely and overcome the indoctrination (not an easy thing at all), they'll discover the reality and it will change the perception even if they didn't end it.

So yea, it is a personal thing, even someone who realize life is bullshit can enjoy it by doing activities and hobbies they like which is a type of distractions.

I don't blame anyone if they choose life but everyone should be free to choose and they shouldn't force us to live. Everyone is different, some can find tolerant circumstances while some aren't. Life or not is up to the person
 
Tiburcio

Tiburcio

Voluntary deletion.
May 9, 2018
1,573
Ok, based on your answers this is what I understood:

Life by itself has lots of problems. Some people are able to cope with them even if they obtain a tiny reward.

The fact is: most part of people prefer endure it if they can do something they like sometimes.

Also, some of them simply don't notice it and have the idea of a marvellous life impressed in their heads.

Of course I respect their choice as long as they respect mine. For me as personal opinion, it's not compensated, I don't like it at all.

Thank you for your answers!
 
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Life sucks

Enlightened
Apr 18, 2018
1,873
For me personally I just can't, anything I do will be a lie. Much knowledge, consciousness and thinking. There is no turning back. Either saying goodbye or living and suffering in a lie for a lifetime.
When I knew the truth, I knew it was over.
 
FTL.Wanderer

FTL.Wanderer

Enlightened
May 31, 2018
1,791
In general life is bad by itself and the sooner we accept this, the better. ... I'm in constant anxiety caused by routine and people around me, this has no justification possible, this is a madhouse, a fucking madhouse and I only want to escape, please stop making things harder than they are.

Perfect.
 
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