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ScaredOfLife

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Jul 9, 2018
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Would you join it? You choose the way you want to go.

And hell yes, I would join it.

I'd like to have a nitrogen method party, where someone sets up the tanks and masks and watches over everyone as they go, then they take their own life. This way, someone more knowledgeable than I am can set up my tank and mask and make sure I die.
 
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Final Escape

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Jul 8, 2018
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I'd like to have a nitrogen method party, where someone sets up the tanks and masks and watches over everyone as they go, then they take their own life. This way, someone more knowledgeable than I am can set up my tank and mask and make sure I die.
Yes I would feel more comfortable as well but I already feel as though I got this. I mean I’m going to test a couple times like just so I get the hang of it but just enough where I start to get dizzy then stop. Just so I know what to expect and go through the motions.
 
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ScaredOfLife

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Yes I would feel more comfortable as well but I already feel as though I got this. I mean I’m going to test a couple times like just so I get the hang of it but just enough where I start to get dizzy then stop. Just so I know what to expect and go through the motions.

If I tested it and got dizzy, I wouldn't stop. I'd keep going. It's like that one time I almost passed out when I did the tourniquet method. I wish I hadn't stopped. I should have kept going.
 
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itsallover

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Jun 29, 2018
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I wish. All I'm really looking for is someone who has the same mindset as me to finally go through with this. I hate all this problem life bullshit. I'm no longer a patient with all these dumbass doctors I've been to. They keep telling me to hold on, but I really thinking they're saying to themselves let me run a few more tests on this guinea pig. I feel that should be an option. If a doctor can't help you with a serious problem then they should be required to help you die. Don't tell me I have to live with this debilitating shit because one day I'm really gonna have enough and I will fuck the same doctors that fucked me up
 
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thatguyakira123

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If it was like the purge where all suicides on that day is legal then yea I would, that way I don't have to deal with the legal rammifiactions if I or another pussied out. And I'd chose either N or Nitrogen, whichever were the most peaceful. Other than that then it would be a no.
 
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Vanity kind of wants to not be part of a day with many others.. But such a day, if it could be successful with many participants who are ready (the ready part is so key, as always.) would be...good, I think. And if it happened in a good time for me, yes, it'd be good to join, huh. But none of us are planning on trying to organize this, probably, right
 
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I'd like to have a nitrogen method party, where someone sets up the tanks and masks and watches over everyone as they go, then they take their own life. This way, someone more knowledgeable than I am can set up my tank and mask and make sure I die.
I’d hate to be the last and the police rock up before having a chance to ctb! You’d be going away for a long time !!
 
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FTL.Wanderer

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May 31, 2018
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I'd like to be able to say "yes." And for some of the reasons already mentioned (sending a mass-message to the rest of humanity about the kinds of cultures we've built...). But every interpersonal relationship I've ever tried at--no matter HOW I've tried--family, friends, intimate partners, coworkers, internet buddies... has failed. And not the fizzled-out kind of failed. I mean spectacularly. As in "drama" with a capital-D. Adding a suicide pact into that mix would almost certainly be explosive. For me. Some of us seem designed to remain wholly friendless.
 
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Oyoy

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Feb 2, 2020
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I want to go on with mybad self and someone else. I just want sleep I do not do enough activity. It's my choice and my fault. I blame and live in shame. I want to find a man my age to go with. Sounds so nice to get out of here without more frustration. I wish there was a phone number to talk to people who were not going to fight me
I want to know where and when.
 
Throwmyselfaway

Throwmyselfaway

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Jan 14, 2020
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I think I would do this. Would be nice to ctb with someone or a group. On a slight off topic but not really. There is a Japanese horror movies called suicide circle that kinda does this.
 
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NotWhatIExpected

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Jan 27, 2020
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I didn't think of that!
Fucking awful, gruesome fate from my point of view
I'd like to have a nitrogen method party, where someone sets up the tanks and masks and watches over everyone as they go, then they take their own life. This way, someone more knowledgeable than I am can set up my tank and mask and make sure I die.
I'd like that but I'd also be afraid of the authorities cracking down

I've become quite a coward about them, understandably or not
 
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Ghost2211

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Jan 20, 2020
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In theory I would love to. Oh man... what if I was the only one that messed up and everyone but me died? That would be sad and scary af.
 
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Astray

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Dec 20, 2019
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Hell yeah lol! I'd love to. Too bad the chances of that happening are unlikely.
 
cosmicpixiedust

cosmicpixiedust

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Jun 5, 2019
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Oh yeah, for sure. I've always secretly indulged in thoughts of group suicides. It would take a lot for me to do it, though (all things considered, legal wise).
 
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NotWhatIExpected

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Jan 27, 2020
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Oh yeah, for sure. I've always secretly indulged in thoughts of group suicides. It would take a lot for me to do it, though (all things considered, legal wise).
I wonder if what Philip Nitschke said was true about Australian police cracking down harder on the pro-death Australians of Exit because they were afraid of a Jim Jones-type mass suicide

I just hope everyone gets peace
 
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cosmicpixiedust

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Jun 5, 2019
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I wonder if what Philip Nitschke said was true about Australian police cracking down harder on the pro-death Australians of Exit because they were afraid of a Jim Jones-type mass suicide

I just hope everyone gets peace

I wouldn't be surprised, there will always be some sort of fear mongering over this type of thing. People learn about our type of pro-choice and automatically assume the worst. (Granted, a Jim Jones-type situation would not be very good of course and so I can understandably see why they would want to keep that from ever occurring again, but still..)

I agree with you. Everyone deserves the right to have peace and to not suffer.
 
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NotWhatIExpected

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Jan 27, 2020
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I wouldn't be surprised, there will always be some sort of fear mongering over this type of thing. People learn about our type of pro-choice and automatically assume the worst. (Granted, a Jim Jones-type situation would not be very good of course and so I can understandably see why they would want to keep that from ever occurring again, but still..)

I agree with you. Everyone deserves the right to have peace and to not suffer.
Sort of out-of-context but I'm very afraid of what the government can do to me even if I have the best reasons in the world to reject my fate at their hands

(This isn't even an "anti-leftie" post, as many for-profit prisons essentially force you into doing slave labor in the US and some other Western, "capitalist" countries--although that's technically an off-shoot of the government)

I'm a little drunk rn but I'm just very scared and wonder even if I get a peaceful way out, will others be able to who also want to?

I sound like a child in some ways but I am pretty afraid

A world where you literally can't kill yourself and just have to accept everything sounds absolutely terrible

Sorry for being a downer
 
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