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InAust.

Member
May 9, 2018
34
This is my biggest thing... i wish I could go back in time.

I would have been more submissive to authority. I would be more respectful to others. I would think before talking and know what to say and when.

Though I am not sure if I could have changed my family circumstances that I was born into.

I would have been a lot more appreciative of this life and those around me.

I would be a team player and contribute more.

I would have applied myself more like in study and work.
 
skyofAuroras

skyofAuroras

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Apr 10, 2018
136
If I could I would go back to when I was 14. It was when I became aware of my situation. I would ask for help before it's too late. I would stand up for myself rather than always be submissive. I would be kinder to myself.

However, If I really did have the chance, I think that I'd might just ctb right then and there.
 
Nihilistnow

Nihilistnow

Member
Jun 5, 2018
49
I’d go back to a near death experience I had when I was 5 and wouldn’t even try to save myself. A lot of the terrible things that have happened to me have been out of my control, it’s not like I could change any of it.
 
ArtoriasWolf

ArtoriasWolf

FBI agent
Jun 7, 2018
12
I could go back ten years in the past and try to not lose the person I loved.

Or I could just try to not be the winning sperm thingy, so I wouldn't be born at all. Sounds like a better deal.

Is that Penetrator on your avatar?
yep, nice spot.
 
Tomasnil

Tomasnil

Mage
Apr 24, 2018
519
Id go far far back in time..... no point in trying to back and change my life it was doomed before i was born. I would go back 3000-5000 years and be the village nut with a big club and just pillage the hell out of the stoneage.
 
MiserableBastard1995

MiserableBastard1995

Experienced
Mar 17, 2018
291
I often wonder about this, an invisible bystander watching things as they become truly fucked. I couldn't do anything, just let the shitshow run it's course - It could've always been worse.

I do like the idea of stopping humanity from existing in the first place though, but I doubt it would be as easy as killing a bug..
 
Imaginos

Imaginos

Full-time layabout
Apr 7, 2018
633
I've always liked the idea of being able to somehow strangle myself in the womb Butterfly Effect style, but, admittedly, that'd be a tad extreme (not to mention painful). There would be far easier ways to accomplish the same thing (such as preventing my parents from ever meeting, or just straight up sterilizing my father). Going back far enough to completely render the planet incapable of ever supporting life would certainly be a far better use of such an opportunity, but enh. I'd rather just die and be done with it, which, come to think of it, I guess would already be accomplished if one actually did do such a thing as making the Earth permanently barren, so I guess it really would be the best option, naturally.
 
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Brokenanddeadinside

Brokenanddeadinside

Specialist
Aug 8, 2018
395
Probably around 4 or 5 years ago before I fell in love with a girl that fucked my head up and led to a massive downfall that has been a chain reaction of shit going on years.
 
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CRM

Idiot
Jul 13, 2018
191
Go back to nine months before I was born and force my dad to use a condom at gunpoint.

If it had to be sometime within my life, I'd go back to the youngest me who could comprehend life at its basic level and tell them everything. Hopefully, that'd give past me the edge needed to make life more tolerable. I'm aware of neurological problems I have that I wasn't all throughout childhood and adolescence - things I could have gotten help for. It's about 10 years too late for that now, though.

Off-topic: I always thought having your existence terminated by time travel would be impossible, as you would have to exist in order to stop yourself from existing, creating a paradox.
 
lastsummer

lastsummer

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Jul 28, 2018
56
I want to go back and change, when I was 28yrs. I will not trust my sister and bought that property. I should have stay strong and true to myself. I HATE the fact that I said no for this property the whole entire time. I dont even care to take a look, but at the end she was able to make me change my mind. And, It was the worst decision that I made in my life, it makes me wanted to die sooner than my plan. After that I dont trust her no more. I got my pain lesson. Its alright. When I die, I will forget it.
 
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Midnight

Midnight

Beyond solace
Jun 30, 2018
625
If anything i would like to jump forward in time... Preferably just past the time i'm dead so i don't have to deal with ctb.

I tried my best to make something out of this life. Going back in it with only different knowledge is not enough to make it enjoyable. Except for indeed winning extreme amounts of money.
 
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LoverofDeath

LoverofDeath

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Aug 11, 2018
91
I have different answers for that but honestly right now, if I had the chance to go back in time and stay there, it would be either 2012 or July 2013 to December 2014 (preferably from July 2013 to May 2014). My life was perfect within that time period.

If I could go back in time to change something, I would go back to the 29th of January 2013 08:50am or to August 2013 and just died in one of of those time periods.
 
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