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If you could go back in time...
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If I could I would go back to when I was 14. It was when I became aware of my situation. I would ask for help before it's too late. I would stand up for myself rather than always be submissive. I would be kinder to myself.
However, If I really did have the chance, I think that I'd might just ctb right then and there.
I’d go back to a near death experience I had when I was 5 and wouldn’t even try to save myself. A lot of the terrible things that have happened to me have been out of my control, it’s not like I could change any of it.
Id go far far back in time..... no point in trying to back and change my life it was doomed before i was born. I would go back 3000-5000 years and be the village nut with a big club and just pillage the hell out of the stoneage.
I've always liked the idea of being able to somehow strangle myself in the womb Butterfly Effect style, but, admittedly, that'd be a tad extreme (not to mention painful). There would be far easier ways to accomplish the same thing (such as preventing my parents from ever meeting, or just straight up sterilizing my father). Going back far enough to completely render the planet incapable of ever supporting life would certainly be a far better use of such an opportunity, but enh. I'd rather just die and be done with it, which, come to think of it, I guess would already be accomplished if one actually did do such a thing as making the Earth permanently barren, so I guess it really would be the best option, naturally.
Go back to nine months before I was born and force my dad to use a condom at gunpoint.
If it had to be sometime within my life, I'd go back to the youngest me who could comprehend life at its basic level and tell them everything. Hopefully, that'd give past me the edge needed to make life more tolerable. I'm aware of neurological problems I have that I wasn't all throughout childhood and adolescence - things I could have gotten help for. It's about 10 years too late for that now, though.
Off-topic: I always thought having your existence terminated by time travel would be impossible, as you would have to exist in order to stop yourself from existing, creating a paradox.
I want to go back and change, when I was 28yrs. I will not trust my sister and bought that property. I should have stay strong and true to myself. I HATE the fact that I said no for this property the whole entire time. I dont even care to take a look, but at the end she was able to make me change my mind. And, It was the worst decision that I made in my life, it makes me wanted to die sooner than my plan. After that I dont trust her no more. I got my pain lesson. Its alright. When I die, I will forget it.
I have different answers for that but honestly right now, if I had the chance to go back in time and stay there, it would be either 2012 or July 2013 to December 2014 (preferably from July 2013 to May 2014). My life was perfect within that time period.
If I could go back in time to change something, I would go back to the 29th of January 2013 08:50am or to August 2013 and just died in one of of those time periods.