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Aug 6, 2020
This is just a twist? opposite (not sure that's the right word) on the if you had a million dollars would you still CTB.....
If you lived remotely off grid maybe on your own or with a community would you still want to CTB?


Just “hanging around”
Oct 10, 2022
If I lived off grid on my own or with someone away from civilisation then yes I would somewhat be happier but as long as Im in this life having to suffer such as go to work just to pay bills and leave a miserable life then kill me now. Every second in this hell hole feels like an eternity and I just want to leave via the exit but it’s hard to find that door


Sep 28, 2022
actually i wouldnt anymore , as you can tell by my username that is ideal for me.

Never having to worry about what anyone thought of me again would be great.

If i could get a pet dog and an amazing girlfriend or cool buddy to stay with me off grid until death im quite sure id choose life.

Id just do remote jobs , read, enjoy nature, have a small garden, spent time with my pet and partner, go for walks etc.

good life.


Oct 13, 2022
Sometimes I think that living off grid in a beautiful place with my loved ones could be the one way I would want to stay alive. But I can’t get to that life.
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A chance to be happy - I love R
Nov 25, 2021
I would still feel sad for various reasons and I would still be in physical pain but as long as I was away from my family and society in general and I had a place to live it would be an improvement and stave off imminent suicidal feelings. I'm currently homeless so that gives me a lot of anxiety and makes life harder right now anyway. If I was living with my partner then I would be happy & satisfied as long as I was making them happy too, I can't ask for more than that. Right now I just want a home, peace and away from family.
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She dreams of eternal sleep
Sep 24, 2020
I wouldn’t want to exist in this world no matter the life circumstances, personally. Nothing could ever make me want to stay. My problem is with life itself and the only solution for me is death. I just hate existing in every single way, simply just having thoughts and being trapped in this human body is a horrific, pointless and painful thing. Living somewhere else wouldn’t stop the human body torturing us and deteriorating, and it wouldn’t remove anything that makes me wish to die.

The fact is that suffering is simply inevitable in life so it makes sense for me to die. There is no value to ageing and life is just a useless concept, all that humans have to look forward to is reaching an very old age and just dying anyway and none of this could ever appeal to me. Non existence is objectively the better option to me and the truth is that no words could really describe my dislike for existing.
Dead Ghost

Dead Ghost

Mestre del Temps
May 6, 2022
I do not understand the question, what does the Internet have to do with all this? He is not responsible for anything. In fact, knowing this place has prevented suicidal impulses from becoming protagonists in my life. And although I know that one day I will have no choice but to do the CTB, for the moment the only support I have not to do it is precisely SaSu.

Also, the Internet hasn't existed that long either.


No entenc la pregunta, que te que veure Internet en tot això? no es pas responsable de res. De fet, coneixer aquest lloc ha evitat que els impulsos suïcides esdevinguessin protagonistes en la meva vida. I tot i que se que algún día no tindré mes remei que fer el CTB, de moment l'únic suport que tinc per no fer-ho es precisament SaSu.

A més, tampoc fa tant que existeix Internet.

Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
Sometimes I wonder if I would feel happier but then I reckon after one day, I'd be missing the creature comforts like heating, enough warm water to wash with, readily consumerable food. Guess it depends just how off grid you mean... My survival skills would most likely lead to me dieing very quickly at least.
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Feb 1, 2022
If I could live off grid and guarantee my abusive would just leave me in peace forever then I would be happy to stay alive actually that's my dream life but as long as I have to live in fear of him and live in fear off money I'm desperate to die I hope to get the courage to do it tonight I literally beg and plead with a god I don't even believe in to die in my sleep every night
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