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Journeytoletgo

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It’s inhumane to expect someone to continue in a life they didn’t ask to be born into and then they have to suffer for 70+ years? Forget that. Unfortunately the bio geneticist chance selector didn’t select me to have a fulfilling and quality life. I want to end myself because I’m not beautiful, I’m not sociable, I have no prospective romantic future, and no financial future I got screwed up all around. I use to Be so sociable and happy and care free before 12 years old then genetics struck me and ruined my life with acne and I mean severe acne where people would come up to you and make the meanest comments that inflicted emotional pain on you, and physically abuse you randomly. I prayed everyday for the pain and acne to heal and never come back but it never went away. It was the most painful experience of my life. If someone gave me a method then I would have CTB no question. Now I’m still here because the pro life mafia industry that capitalized on my suffering stated it will get better when it never did.
If I have no social, and future with a husband, and no beauty life is over for me as a woman. I’m happy I can be free and CTB.
 
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WornOutLife

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When I was slim and younger, I remember that lots of girls and guys tried to talk to me and befriend me somehow.
Now that I got fatter and kinda anti-social, they don't even wanna be close to me lol.

However, I have no problems to be sociable if I really try to do it. I guess that's the only good quality I have left.
 
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TooConscious

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If you believe physical beauty is life you're going to feel like this.
People are more than their appearance, at least they are capable of being, but unfortunately most people have been brainwashed so the shape of their bicep is something they want to talk about everyday.
Then when youth is slipping they don't know what to do... Ego and materialistic state of mind is the quickest pleasure but not a good road to go down unless you have money or people around you are willing to share their money with you.
 
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FuneralCry

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In this life there are many bad things that can happen to us that are out of our control. Many people are disadvantaged through no fault of their own. It can make life unbearable. We didn’t ask for this life so we deserve a right to die anyway.
 
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lonerclown666

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you always will get discriminated if you want to improve your life like getting a job you always will get trampled
 
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Kattt

Kattt

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Nobody in society is always happy. In fact, that itself is the very definition of "madness".
So we do, I believe , live for two purposes.
1: for procreation (as you mentioned)-to advance thge human race as a species. But my kids dad was 36 when we met and I had my first child. Things can change. Also, if you study a hive mentality, there are worker bees required for menial tasks and not simply the advancement of human beings. To service the needs of the elite, if you prefer.

Having had 4 NDEs now, with each one, the physical/material things in life that required money became not only less important in my priorities, but evebn less visible in relation to other things in life (ie: the people who care about you and what matters to you). This is something many wealthy people never experience because money becomes a complication. Providing you have evnoough for a basically comfortable life (that means having the things you NEED,not what the advertisers wll have you believe you need), then it is the collection of those little moments of happiness that are what make you "rih".
The little moments when you can look at the sky and feel yourself smile inside. All those little moments-when a child is born or even just smiles at you for the first tu=ime...all kindsa different things....when you lie on your deathbed, these are the things that you get to take with you. Nothing else. These are what make you rich. The love of those in your life, whether it be a partner, parent or whoever. These things make up the wealth of life and actually appear visibly clearer the closer you get to passing,
This is the best we can hope for in life. It what makes you worthwhile and someone that wil be remembered.
 
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hotelbeneathground

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Kattt said:
The little moments when you can look at the sky and feel yourself smile inside. All those little moments-when a child is born or even just smiles at you for the first tu=ime...all kindsa different things....when you lie on your deathbed, these are the things that you get to take with you. Nothing else. These are what make you rich. The love of those in your life, whether it be a partner, parent or whoever. These things make up the wealth of life
That's cool, I'm glad you're rich in love, but reading your comment will probably make the OP & others who've never received love feel even more worthless & miserable... :mmm:
 
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Journeytoletgo

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Kattt said:
Nobody in society is always happy. In fact, that itself is the very definition of "madness".
So we do, I believe , live for two purposes.
1: for procreation (as you mentioned)-to advance thge human race as a species. But my kids dad was 36 when we met and I had my first child. Things can change. Also, if you study a hive mentality, there are worker bees required for menial tasks and not simply the advancement of human beings. To service the needs of the elite, if you prefer.

Having had 4 NDEs now, with each one, the physical/material things in life that required money became not only less important in my priorities, but evebn less visible in relation to other things in life (ie: the people who care about you and what matters to you). This is something many wealthy people never experience because money becomes a complication. Providing you have evnoough for a basically comfortable life (that means having the things you NEED,not what the advertisers wll have you believe you need), then it is the collection of those little moments of happiness that are what make you "rih".
The little moments when you can look at the sky and feel yourself smile inside. All those little moments-when a child is born or even just smiles at you for the first tu=ime...all kindsa different things....when you lie on your deathbed, these are the things that you get to take with you. Nothing else. These are what make you rich. The love of those in your life, whether it be a partner, parent or whoever. These things make up the wealth of life and actually appear visibly clearer the closer you get to passing,
This is the best we can hope for in life. It what makes you worthwhile and someone that wil be remembered.

some of us have had nothing but miserable life experiences, some of us had no positive joyful life experiences for example children born in war torn countries, children being abused and mistreated, how can you find joy in that? Those trauma stick with us and make us who we are today and how we act socially around others. Appearance also plays a role in how one will be socialized, which is out of some of our control. So if we have know one to enjoy with, what’s the point of sticking around in more misery and exclusion if these experiences are what give us a fulfilling life with others however we don’t have it, so why should we have to be contained in a life of misery exclusion and isolation?

we find no joy in being here. Some of us have no love outside our family (siblings, cousins, and parents, and distant relatives) who also have their lives to live and will eventually marry and have children and your parents will eventually pass on you’re left lonely because you’re unsociable, and objectively unattractive, miserable and isolated until you die naturally in a life of misery.
NO thanks.

I have already concluded for myself life is not going to be worth living. My siblings are getting older and have romantic prospects, my parents are growing old, everyone is getting married and or having children of their own. While I won’t. I don’t want to stick around for that, I’ll be even more miserable isolated and lonely.
 
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TooConscious

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Kattt is right
You get to take your deathbed memories with you, the love you feel when your grandmother doesn't know her own name let alone yours, crying in her excrement mumbling nursery times, hissing at you, scratching and scathing because she's terrified, your grandpa in the next room whos all there mentally but just can't fuckin move tells you how he savours every sunrise, then asks you to empty his bag and turn him so the bed sores gey no worse.