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themonsterwilldie

themonsterwilldie

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My whole life has been hell.

Sexual abuse, physical abuse, verbal abuse and now I'm balding.

At 12 I had to accept that I will never be able to have a family, friends or a partner, but I will not accept the death of my hair.

I grew up hating myself and hating my life. This is all very cruel.

I am a 21-year-old girl and I can't take it anymore, I don't want more. I should be dead by now, but I had to change the date. In July it will be.

I hope my life doesn't ruin my death.
 
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WornOutLife

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That's really heart-breaking.

I'm so sorry this goddamn world has been so mean to you. Life can really suck.

I've been suicidal since 12 for different reasons but in the end, we're all suffering somehow.

Whatever happens, wish you lots of love and peace!!

Hugs,

Matt
 
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themonsterwilldie

themonsterwilldie

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WornOutLife said:
That's really heart-breaking.

I'm so sorry this goddamn world has been so mean to you. Life can really suck.

I've been suicidal since 12 for different reasons but in the end, we're all suffering somehow.

Whatever happens, wish you lots of love and peace!!

Hugs,

Matt
Tengo tanta angustia, Matt. Es una pesadilla constante.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

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This life really is cruel to us. Nobody deserves to go through that and there is only so much one human being can take until they fall into despair. I’m scared of life too, it is why I find death so comforting. I wish you the best.