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divine4u2b

divine4u2b

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Dec 14, 2021
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I can talk to you if you me too. Do you want to talk via chat? Or are you looking for some one specific? I don't think it'll let me chat with you; or with anyone else on ... this iPhone.) I may have to log in to the desktop.. which can't be for another hour or so availability wise... do u have ... any apps like snap chat?
 
divine4u2b

divine4u2b

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Dec 14, 2021
14
sry new to this - saw you reaching out tho! Look forward to hearing from you!
 
NotStrongEnough

NotStrongEnough

Nihilist extraordinaire
Oct 3, 2021
50
Hey there - listen, if you're scared, it's absolutely OK to wait another day. You don't have to do it today. If tomorrow is just as bad (and I won't lie to you, it might be), it's OK, you can wait until then.

There is no shame in what's happening to you. You are an individual and the only person who knows what's right for you is you. If it doesn't "feel" right today, if you need just 1 more day to get your SI in check, then take it. If that 1 day turns into more days, that's ok too. And if it doesn't turn into more days, then you can do what you need to do tomorrow.

We have SI for a reason, and you're seeing that reason now. And it's ok!! You are OK. There is nothing wrong with you, and there is nothing wrong with any of this. If you need to, give yourself a day.

I can't/won't encourage you, but if you want to just yammer at someone for a while, I'm absolutely here. We're here for you, no matter what choice you make.
 
divine4u2b

divine4u2b

Member
Dec 14, 2021
14
snap is electric_comet
I definitely do not want to encourage you eddy - I hope you that you are ok - let me know. Please
Hang in there - please - you will be terribly missed. There is always tomorrow - asnotstrongenough mentioned. Hit me up tho if you need to talk / I'll be here anytime.
Do you want to pm? I'm here if you need me.
Thank you for seeing this; no one was responding so I did. I hope like heck eddy reached out to us. Any of us. I am concerned.
 
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StarryStarry

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Oct 25, 2021
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Hey there - listen, if you're scared, it's absolutely OK to wait another day. You don't have to do it today. If tomorrow is just as bad (and I won't lie to you, it might be), it's OK, you can wait until then.

There is no shame in what's happening to you. You are an individual and the only person who knows what's right for you is you. If it doesn't "feel" right today, if you need just 1 more day to get your SI in check, then take it. If that 1 day turns into more days, that's ok too. And if it doesn't turn into more days, then you can do what you need to do tomorrow.

We have SI for a reason, and you're seeing that reason now. And it's ok!! You are OK. There is nothing wrong with you, and there is nothing wrong with any of this. If you need to, give yourself a day.

I can't/won't encourage you, but if you want to just yammer at someone for a while, I'm absolutely here. We're here for you, no matter what choice you make.
Call me dumb or old - what does SI mean?
 
divine4u2b

divine4u2b

Member
Dec 14, 2021
14
Hey there - listen, if you're scared, it's absolutely OK to wait another day. You don't have to do it today. If tomorrow is just as bad (and I won't lie to you, it might be), it's OK, you can wait until then.

There is no shame in what's happening to you. You are an individual and the only person who knows what's right for you is you. If it doesn't "feel" right today, if you need just 1 more day to get your SI in check, then take it. If that 1 day turns into more days, that's ok too. And if it doesn't turn into more days, then you can do what you need to do tomorrow.

We have SI for a reason, and you're seeing that reason now. And it's ok!! You are OK. There is nothing wrong with you, and there is nothing wrong with any of this. If you need to, give yourself a day.

I can't/won't encourage you, but if you want to just yammer at someone for a while, I'm absolutely here. We're here for you, no matter what choice you make.
Thank you as well for seeing this and checking in with Eddy
 
NotStrongEnough

NotStrongEnough

Nihilist extraordinaire
Oct 3, 2021
50
Call me dumb or old - what does SI mean?
No problem, you're neither dumb nor old :) In this context, it means survival instinct. Outside, it tends to mean suicidal ideation.
Thank you as well for seeing this and checking in with Eddy
Absolutely. While I don't think any of us has any objective meaning (being a nihilist and all...) if I can help someone else really examine and decide if they're ready to CTB, I want to. It's not my place to judge someone if they're on the fence about it, I just want to make sure they're making the right decision for them, if that makes sense.
 
divine4u2b

divine4u2b

Member
Dec 14, 2021
14
No problem, you're neither dumb nor old :) In this context, it means survival instinct. Outside, it tends to mean suicidal ideation.

Absolutely. While I don't think any of us has any objective meaning (being a nihilist and all...) if I can help someone else really examine and decide if they're ready to CTB, I want to. It's not my place to judge someone if they're on the fence about it, I just want to make sure they're making the right decision for them, if that makes sense.
Right right that's exactly what I was thinking myself; I never did hear from Eddy tho... still hoping he hits me up! Fingers crossed..
Yeah would be nice
Eddy let me know if you want to talk I'm available any time. Day or night even mid morning! Please feel free to get at me!
 
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GenesAndEnvironment

GenesAndEnvironment

Unable to drink coffee after 12pm, unable 2 get gf
Jan 26, 2021
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Entire thread is sus.