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AverageFanEnjoyer

AverageFanEnjoyer

The Hated One
Sep 26, 2021
1,939
I don't give a flying fuck anymore, humans are just disgusting awful garbage, I'm sick of seeing their faces I'm sick of everything.

I want to fucking die to stop seeing any human and I don't give a fuck if they "win" or something.

Many are deep down fucking psychopaths who will leave a mark on you for the rest of your life. The things they can say and do are simply awful. Only for the sake of ruining your life. Especially if you make yourself vulnerable in front of them.

And you're left with panic attacks, trauma, misery, negative thoughts, anxiety and many more. Because life is a gift and humans a bonus accessory to this gift, amirite?

They can tell me whatever the fuck they want and hate me how much the fuck they want. It won't change anything. Case closed.

I don't care if this post is cringe.
 
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StarryStarry

Specialist
Oct 25, 2021
361
I agree with you people suck. If you make yourself even a little vulnerable, they take that and run with it and do make your life miserable. I was doing okay and then the attorney I worked for started cursing at me saying, I don't give a fuck about your itty bitty feelings, you're fucking worthless, oh it went on for five minutes and felt like five hours. It destroyed me. I know I know you shouldn't let other people affect you this bad. But, I've been fucked up ever since. Can't find a job (he's put the word out in the legal community to not hire me). I hate people. I will be glad to ctb.
 
LeavingForever

LeavingForever

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Sep 24, 2020
7,565
I cannot stand people as well, I need to be alone. People can be very cruel and can make our lives a lot worse. People are one of the things I will not miss when I ctb, all they do is create suffering.
 
puppet_nihilist

puppet_nihilist

cogito, ergo sum
Jan 8, 2021
150
I just throw my hands in air and say fuck it as well. I feel you, I'm getting the same vibes. I feel like I'm trying to shape myself in a way that would please everyone I encounter but I after a long time now I'm convinced that I can't please everyone, it's simply impossible. I'm sure it contributed to my self loathe. And like you I just end up with a pile of trauma and negative thoughts.

To hell with people's judgement. From now on I'll express myself with honesty regardless of the outcome. It's quite difficult, I think there are extremes I can't go beyond but I'll do it as much as I can. Your post isn't cringe actually, I've been thinking about this recently and I'm glad I came across this reaffirmation lol.

If I'm doomed to be continually ignored by humans and treated as a ghost, at least I'll have the satisfaction of having spoken and expressed myself with pure honesty. Fuck the outcome I say, let's be free and true to ourselves.
 
AverageFanEnjoyer

AverageFanEnjoyer

The Hated One
Sep 26, 2021
1,939
I agree. Then once you’re hurt they act like nothing ever actually happened, then you’re left looking crazy. I understand your frustration.
Some of them go even further and stain your image just so that no one else will approach you. It's insane.
I just throw my hands in air and say fuck it as well. I feel you, I'm getting the same vibes. I feel like I'm trying to shape myself in a way that would please everyone I encounter but I after a long time now I'm convinced that I can't please everyone, it's simply impossible. I'm sure it contributed to my self loathe. And like you I just end up with a pile of trauma and negative thoughts.

To hell with people's judgement. From now on I'll express myself with honesty regardless of the outcome. It's quite difficult, I think there are extremes I can't go beyond but I'll do it as much as I can. Your post isn't cringe actually, I've been thinking about this recently and I'm glad I came across this reaffirmation lol.

If I'm doomed to be continually ignored by humans and treated as a ghost, at least I'll have the satisfaction of having spoken and expressed myself with pure honesty. Fuck the outcome I say, let's be free and true to ourselves.
That's the way, I like it!

I think I'll do this too no matter what even if I write gibberish, among the many stuff im fed up with is the fact that I wasn't let to express myself in any way most of my life. So fuck it, judgy apes can go rot. I don't want to feel like I have restrictions and limitations anymopre.
 
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Feeding Pigeons

Feeding Pigeons

Arcanist
Aug 5, 2021
428
Good on you. You can't try to please people, ever. They smell it and its like, almost something instinctive, they start draining you for it. So you say fuck it, and if people don't like you for it? You ask them what exactly are they gonna do about it. Thats how you have to carry yourself, not only as a problem, but as the solution too.
 
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Life sucks

Enlightened
Apr 18, 2018
1,923
Most humans are superficial and harmful, I'm sorry they made you feel like that.
I also feel that I'm not liked even here. I can't play the human game and I'm not interested. I felt way better when I tried to be myself.
 
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ormaybeyoucouldchill

Member
Aug 26, 2021
16
I care. I can't help but care; it's probably only natural. The thing is, I don't just think other people are garbage, I think I'm garbage as well. I guess I just want to get along with all the other garbage, but it always feels wrong.
 
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xrosex

Member
Dec 21, 2021
18
I don't give a flying fuck anymore, humans are just disgusting awful garbage, I'm sick of seeing their faces I'm sick of everything.

I want to fucking die to stop seeing any human and I don't give a fuck if they "win" or something.

Many are deep down fucking psychopaths who will leave a mark on you for the rest of your life. The things they can say and do are simply awful. Only for the sake of ruining your life. Especially if you make yourself vulnerable in front of them.

And you're left with panic attacks, trauma, misery, negative thoughts, anxiety and many more. Because life is a gift and humans a bonus accessory to this gift, amirite?

They can tell me whatever the fuck they want and hate me how much the fuck they want. It won't change anything. Case closed.

I don't care if this post is cringe.
Your spot on, this is type thing I been thinking especially cos of recent events in my personal life with shitty fucked up authority figures but they can fuck off. People are fucked up, I have seriously not met 1 person who I can trust, everyone…. every single person I let get close hurt me, abuse me or tried destroy my life. The motherfuckers ain’t won though so fuck em, somehow I always make it through but I in more like survival mode mentally than living and only here cos of my young kids. Either gets better or it does not xx
 
Kalebri

Kalebri

Slave
Dec 18, 2021
24
Since we don't live in a community anymore, but in a individualistic egocentric way of life with the only purpose is to get rich and be successful, that behavior from humans is a natural course. Glad that, at least, i'm fully awaken from theses fabricated dreams of Disney and the concept of "happy ending". I don't suffer with people anymore nowadays, i only suffer with my desire to die and be free from this hellworld.
 
Wrennie

Wrennie

Latent Corpse 💀
Dec 18, 2019
1,339
I’ve never known how to behave around people. It’s like I’m constantly trying to avoid stepping on eggshells, or blindly navigating my way through a minefield while equipped with magnets for shoes.

I don’t gain anything noteworthy from my interactions with people anyway (unless you count trauma), so it’s only due course that I avoid them at all costs.
 
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sharky

sharky

Member
Dec 15, 2021
16
People suck, not only do they do awful things to other people, but also animals, the environment etc and at the same time laughing about it and justifying their shit.
I rant about people every day, and it’s exhausting. I wish i didn’t care.