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Sadness20

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Nov 1, 2021
42
I don't feel like today will be the day I do, I do surely hope it will be. I am so done with all of this. So sick of all this shit. Just want it to end right now. Too many old wounds have been opened. It's all too much. Wish it would finally end. I just want to lay in bed all the time and just stop living. Just vegetating on the floor.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

I want to sleep for an eternity
Sep 24, 2020
5,989
I understand, I also feel done with life. Being alive is just so horrible, the suffering never ends. I hope to fall asleep and never wake. Death is the only thing I look forward too as it is the end of everything. I wish you the best, I hope you find the peace you are looking for.
 
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Sadness20

Member
Nov 1, 2021
42
I understand, I also feel done with life. Being alive is just so horrible, the suffering never ends. I hope to fall asleep and never wake. Death is the only thing I look forward too as it is the end of everything. I wish you the best, I hope you find the peace you are looking for.
I hope for you too. I wish for everyone but me to be happy because I don't really want anyone to die from suicide but it would be selfish to say "stay alive"
 
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Lucrezia78

Member
Feb 4, 2020
18
I feel you . It’s my birthday today and I realize I never touched anybody’s life enough for them to care. I just feel like an useless waste of space and resources. My own family doesn’t give a crap even though it’s obvious in which state of mind I am .I am always so alone and sliding slowly into an alcoholism .
 
AverageFanEnjoyer

AverageFanEnjoyer

The Real Monster
Sep 26, 2021
1,185
*hugs* it's really difficult to go through life because it's always gonna throw shit at you no matter how much shit you've already endured. it's never enough for life to torture and destroy us. suffering is at every step. it's absolutely understandable to feel fed up with it and tired. Alcohol is the only thing that makes me bear it. that being said, i hope you find peace and i wish you the best no matter what. take care.
 
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Sadness20

Member
Nov 1, 2021
42
*hugs* it's really difficult to go through life because it's always gonna throw shit at you no matter how much shit you've already endured. it's never enough for life to torture and destroy us. suffering is at every step. it's absolutely understandable to feel fed up with it and tired. Alcohol is the only thing that makes me bear it. that being said, i hope you find peace and i wish you the best no matter what. take care.
Thank you❤️
 
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Darkover

Student
Jul 29, 2021
185
life is just meaningless suffering and it's all just for nothing chances are you only get one life, what's there to be happy about knowing that you work so hard to survive for little reward to only meet your inevitable demise, life will never be what you want it to be, consumed with how much you get, there's no point in existing while life is such poor quality.
 
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Apathetic999

Student
Mar 9, 2020
179
Same. Tired of living each day monotonously, waiting for things to change. I could change things for the better, but I think the loneliness will always be there since I've been ill ever since I can remember. Think I've suffered long enough and I feel done with it
 
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Glovkenspiel

Specialist
Nov 12, 2021
382
Same. Tired of living each day monotonously, waiting for things to change. I could change things for the better, but I think the loneliness will always be there since I've been ill ever since I can remember. Think I've suffered long enough and I feel done with it
Me too
 
Zzzzz

Zzzzz

The cake is a lie.
Aug 8, 2018
503
May you find peace. I also hope that every day will be the day I ctb .