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throwaway777

throwaway777

一人、部屋で、独り。
Oct 3, 2018
641
i am naturally self distructive …everything i do hurts me … and i feel so overwhelmed by the caos that i feel inside of me, by the fear ,that i end up not doing anything, stuck in my confusion while everything goes ahead of me …time doesnt wait … and i feel more and more hopeless …
 
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Midnight

Midnight

Beyond solace
Jun 30, 2018
625
Blown all my money and sell my stuff. Also depression is self destructive. It helps in pushing me to and hopefully over the edge.
 
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Lra888

Lra888

Enlightened
Sep 30, 2018
1,142
1. Avoid people/ situations because of anxiety & depression which causes many problems.

2. Very wasteful with money because I never plan for the future.

3. Never plan for the future in general causing very poor descisions about work, relationships, finances, health etc. Never think long term.

4. Often careless/destructive with possessions.
 
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nzdarkshark

nzdarkshark

The Loved Mistake
Sep 4, 2018
401
Avoid my friends and family, try to get myself to pass out knowing I can't, telling myself my future will be what I want it to be even though life hates me and will fuck it up, tell myself I can be replaceable and thus underprice my artwork because I think/know I'm not good enough and people don't buy from me anyway (which must mean something).