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Wizard
Aug 14, 2022
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how painful did they say it was? Was the pain like a burning sensation in the stomach?
None of the people I've spoken to directly said that it was painful. It's only people that I've seen commenting on threads. Every one of the people that I've spoke to who have survived did not mention any pain whatsoever.
I'm at a point where I don't really care anymore I'm not worrying myself about if it's going to hurt or not. I'm already chosen to do it and I'm going to do it.
 
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None of the people I've spoken to directly said that it was painful. It's only people that I've seen commenting on threads. Every one of the people that I've spoke to who have survived did not mention any pain whatsoever.
The only problem is that they rarely if ever took the full amount. I'd imagine the full amount is more painful. Either way I'm still doing it. I don't really have any other options.
 
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Wizard
Aug 14, 2022
677
The only problem is that they rarely if ever took the full amount. I'd imagine the full amount is more painful. Either way I'm still doing it. I don't really have any other options.
The people that I spoke to absolutely took the full amount.
 
freedompass

freedompass

Arcanist
Jan 27, 2021
495
I spend my time now binging Youtube videos, just mindless distraction. There's a channel that shows criminal activity with defense analysis. In many of the videos someone gets shot and killed...like the perp is distracted for a moment and the 'victim' draws a gun and gets a shot off. There isn't even any blood or gore, the perp just falls dead or he runs off a little ways and dies. Seems like a great way to die. There's no vomiting or gasping, or choking down some noxious chemical, or waiting a half hour to die, or fussing and planning for months on end. The shots aren't even carefully placed other than center mass. They make it look so danged easy, I'm a little jealous.
Ctb by crime
 
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𝕃1𝕧1𝕟𝕘𝟚𝔻13💀

Wizard
Aug 14, 2022
677
If you have a smaller body and take a bigger amount then you're supposed to for your weight yeah probably so, then again if you take a smaller amount then what's called for I'd imagine you can experience more symptoms because it takes longer for you to go unconscious. you'll experience the symptoms longer.
I do know one thing. I'm using SN and no amount of fear mongering will change my mind.
 
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emgrl

emgrl

Arcanist
Aug 6, 2022
435
If you have a smaller body and take a big romantic you're supposed to for your weight yeah probably so, then again if you take a smaller amount then what's called for I'd imagine you can experience more symptoms because it takes longer for you to go unconscious. At least you'll experience the symptoms longer.
I do know one thing. I'm using SN and no amount of fear mongering will change my mind.
That’s what I’m thinking, too.
 
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ojinzo

Specialist
Feb 21, 2022
305
it is not painful, it can be a bit uncomfortable for some, not everyone feels the same. in my case I am used to headaches and tachycardia because I have it every day, so that was bearable, what I am not used to is nausea and feeling short of breath and I think that was the only uncomfortable thing I felt What I can assure you is that what is painful is failing, what happens when you are in the hospital if you fail because you are found or something like that and they take you to the hospital and what they do to "save you" is the worst, but in the same way it is the same depends on each person (I hate needles) and the feeling and frustration that remains is more painful. In summary from experience, I can say that SN is peaceful and still my method definitely.
Were you saved or did you not take enough?
I’m using sn still. I can tolerate a little discomfort. I’m tired of disappointing people so it’s happening. I’ll be nice and comfortable in a hotel for my last hours.
I'm going to do the same thing. I'm ready to mother effing go. I'm scared but it won't last long. I don't want to feel a headache or my heart racing. Hoping the reglan and propanol will help.
Wasn't there a thread the other day about someone dosing on SN in a hotel getting caught because someone in the hall heard them and called for help? Might want to be cautious about when/where you CTB.
I plan on turning the TV up to muzzle the sound but not to much to cause a nose complaint
None of the people I've spoken to directly said that it was painful. It's only people that I've seen commenting on threads. Every one of the people that I've spoke to who have survived did not mention any pain whatsoever.
I'm at a point where I don't really care anymore I'm not worrying myself about if it's going to hurt or not. I'm already chosen to do it and I'm going to do it.
I'm in the same space. Hell, I was planning a good ole fashion plastic bag around the head and handcuff behind my back. If I can handle that I can handle this.
 
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freelifexit

Experienced
Nov 7, 2021
235
how painful did they say it was? Was the pain like a burning sensation in the stomach?
Post in thread 'I've tried SN & it's not for me. Been researching. First post btw!'
https://sanctioned-suicide.org/thre...researching-first-post-btw.96193/post-1681369

"Excruciating headache, vomiting, felt like my heart was gonna beat out of my chest - like my pulse from my neck felt like it was gonna burst. Not peaceful at all. Not how they say. I also couldn't walk & needed help."

Thread 'Snorting sn'
https://sanctioned-suicide.org/threads/snorting-sn.86951/

"I tried s n it was the most pain I've ever been in
In my life so much vomiting and pain if I snort it instead will it go straight into my blood stream I can't go through that pain again when it didn't even work"

Thread 'It seems that SN is not peaceful'
https://sanctioned-suicide.org/threads/it-seems-that-sn-is-not-peaceful.73804/

"Moonicide: 25g in luke warm water drank - after 10 minutes breathing heavily, gasping for air, sounds like choking.

Chat room: 25g, burning throat, breathing slowly, 20 minutes after ingesting vomited violent, sounds indicated it became a very tough experience, horrible respiratory sounds, really distressing,

Kukubananas : cannot breathe

timetogo:, throat warm, heaving but not vomiting, do not feel nauseous, hands falling asleep, pain, vomiting swallow back, cannot breathe.
"

Post in thread 'It seems that SN is not peaceful'
https://sanctioned-suicide.org/threads/it-seems-that-sn-is-not-peaceful.73804/post-1383070

"So I went to bed thinking I would fall asleep and ctb but instead I went through 4 hours of hell like suffocating. I didn't throw up at all a bit nauseous was all. I took 1000 mg naproxen before but at the end I got the worst headache of my life."
 
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Wizard
Aug 14, 2022
677
I don't think that it's you "Cannot Breathe" it probably feels like you cannot breathe because when you take a breath your blood isn't delivering the proper amount of oxygen that it normally would without the SN. If you want to know what it feels like to not be able to breathe stick your head inside of a noose full suspension style.

By the way, Still taking SN!

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that's all folks GIF by Space Jam

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