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jaemus12

jaemus12

Earth’s Parasite
May 11, 2018
563
I don't know how to really express it. It just feels very emotional and I guess it's a mix of both.

Like it goes from a slow (sorta) depressing or troubled tone to a glorifying (sorta) patriotic tone as it progresses making you feel like you've accomplished something.

...I really didn't answer your question did I...
 
Ashpac

Ashpac

Lost and always will be.
Jul 22, 2018
797
Depressive ... And really beautiful.
Although maybe it's my personal taste, something strange

Maybe my mother has a point, that its depressing lol.

But, one person said in the comments how this song truely is, and i agree

''This song makes me think of lost lives, wars, last chances and battles that can't be won. The lost lives of those who are forced to fight during a war, the wars between leaders who ruin the lives of those they rule. The last chances of betrayers who betrayed everyone and gained nothing. The battles between friends that can't be won or lost, the battles of love and friendship. They all spill lifes, no judgment or rights. Those who see these things know they won't survive it. They say farewell to life.''

Best words ive seen about a song.
 
akosineenee

akosineenee

Invisible idiot
Aug 22, 2018
224
You guys and girls tell me.

I know what I think.

But im curious.


I hear the song in two parts. The first is calming, not depressive; like a slow build-up that leads to the epic climax, the second part--similar to soundtracks I hear on movies with heroic storylines. Like acceptance of their fate and the courage to sacrifice their lives. So yup completely agree with the comment on YT.
 
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Ashpac

Ashpac

Lost and always will be.
Jul 22, 2018
797
I hear the song in two parts. The first is calming, not depressive; like a slow build-up that leads to the epic climax, the second part--similar to soundtracks I hear on movies with heroic storylines. Like acceptance of their fate and the courage to sacrifice their lives. So yup completely agree with the comment on YT.

I agree, what i like about it. Is everything.

But more importantly is the fact that someone random like you or me made it. Its not by a famous person, its made by a random joe. I like it more for that.
 
weedoge

weedoge

Banned
Jul 12, 2018
1,528
You want the truth?

From the entire time the song starts, its a build up to my death.

As the song progresses, once it gets to 4:51 thats when i die.

Not trying to be depressive, im just saying.
I feel the same way about a certain song, or maybe not this specifically because I could link a couple of songs to my death and how it makes me feel. but there's certainly one song I have that feels like a huge build up of anxiety and then a release and freedom.
 
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Ashpac

Ashpac

Lost and always will be.
Jul 22, 2018
797
I feel the same way about a certain song, or maybe not this specifically because I could link a couple of songs to my death and how it makes me feel. but there's certainly one song I have that feels like a huge build up of anxiety and then a release and freedom.

Ahh weedoge you know you love my song :P
 
anna

anna

downfall
Mar 18, 2018
441
Maybe my mother has a point, that its depressing lol.

But, one person said in the comments how this song truely is, and i agree

''This song makes me think of lost lives, wars, last chances and battles that can't be won. The lost lives of those who are forced to fight during a war, the wars between leaders who ruin the lives of those they rule. The last chances of betrayers who betrayed everyone and gained nothing. The battles between friends that can't be won or lost, the battles of love and friendship. They all spill lifes, no judgment or rights. Those who see these things know they won't survive it. They say farewell to life.''

Best words ive seen about a song.

In the "depressing" there can also be beauty


I agree that those words describe very well the feelings that this music generates
 
weedoge

weedoge

Banned
Jul 12, 2018
1,528


This is my song that I feel similarly about. I have no idea what the song is supposed to mean or symbolise but I made up my own little meaning about it, it starts off like childlike bliss and fantasy and overstimulation. Then at 1:40 onwards it becomes a mash of noise which becomes more and more grating on the ears for almost a solid 2 minutes, until it breaks out into.. I don't know how to describe. The full release of built anxiety into this cute little tune, feels free... That's the part where I die.

I definitely suggest listening to it with volume up if you're able and don't skip the noisy part, it's the contrast of the transition that really gets me.
 
weedoge

weedoge

Banned
Jul 12, 2018
1,528


and here's an honorable mention, both of these songs are on my "die" playlist, which I probably won't use anymore but yea.
 
weedoge

weedoge

Banned
Jul 12, 2018
1,528
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open up...open up... spongebob...spongebob..spongebob....:ahhha:
Fuck you :(
 
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Slacker

Slacker

⋔⊬ ☌⍜⎅, ⟟⏁´⌇ ⎎⎍⌰⌰ ⍜⎎ ⌿⍜⌰⟟☊⟒
Aug 17, 2018
298
Fuck you :(

c´mon.... i didn´t mean it like that :)

it´s just a funny psychedelic video... I felt like taking lsd.... which I never did before
 
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Ashpac

Ashpac

Lost and always will be.
Jul 22, 2018
797
I don't know how to really express it. It just feels very emotional and I guess it's a mix of both.

Like it goes from a slow (sorta) depressing or troubled tone to a glorifying (sorta) patriotic tone as it progresses making you feel like you've accomplished something.

...I really didn't answer your question did I...

I meant to reply to this. I think you answered it very well. Thanks for your input.