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rosie

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Aug 13, 2018
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My girlfriend broke up with me. She's the only one I could talk to about the way I feel. I have never loved anyone as much as I loved her. I don't have anyone else left.

I wish I had the guts to kill myself but deep down I know I could never do that to my family. I wish I had no one because I know I would have killed myself by now. But now maybe I'll finally do what I've been saying I will for years .
 
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tammyot

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Aug 1, 2018
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Sorry to hear that. It's such a big decision to do this. I recently split up with my partner too. I love my family however, I will need to think long and hard if I can keep staying alive for them. Done it for too many years now...
 
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NeverEndingCircle

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Aug 21, 2018
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i have the same problem.im deeply sorry you feel this way. the pain is burning hot in my chest constantly. I have 2 people who i know would hurt if i went. cant keep doing this just for them tho, however selfish
 
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throwaway123

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Aug 5, 2018
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I have noone and I never really had anyone in my life so I can tell you from experience that you do not want to feel like this. I can't kill myself and I am stuck in this never-ending nightmare. It doesn't get much worse than this.