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Maggotymaggots

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Apr 18, 2018
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Well, my first thought would be to say I'd want to be someone who's truly happy, and not likely to lose that happiness anytime in the future. Even if I were happy, though, directly or indirectly I'd probably be inflicting suffering of some kind onto others, as that's just the nature of life. So I guess, really, I'd just want to be someone who's already dead. That would save me a lot of trouble at any rate.
 
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Warlock
Jul 13, 2018
724
I don't waste my time too much dreaming about being something that I am not.

HOWEVER.

I often wonder what I would have been had I grew up in a normal and loving household. No sexual abuse. No crazy mom. No crazy step-dad.

eh. Fuck. I'd probably be one of those assholes telling you not to kill yourself. So fuck that.
 
Tiburcio

Tiburcio

Voluntary deletion.
May 9, 2018
1,573
I don't want to be other person. My problem is life itself in this body or another one.

In addition to this, if I was another person maybe I will never be able to see the suicide as now, forcing myself to living and never reaching my ultimate goal: premature death.
 
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Dead_Inside

Wizard
Jul 2, 2018
625
I wish I could trade out the rest of my life with someone else. I could give some kid dying of terminal cancer my body and all the rest of my years and I could take theirs and die. But I could pick one who has parents that love them so I get to experience that and die being loved .
 
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ScaredOfLife

Arcanist
Jul 9, 2018
441
I wish I could trade out the rest of my life with someone else. I could give some kid dying of terminal cancer my body and all the rest of my years and I could take theirs and die. But I could pick one who has parents that love them so I get to experience that and die being loved .

Aww, that's so sad. I know how you feel, though. I'd like it if my parents showed me more often that they love me. My mother never calls me except on my birthday and I only see her a few times a year. Other than that we stay in touch through Facebook Messenger chat. My father rarely calls me, even though he calls my sister nearly every day. I feel like I'm really lacking in the parent department, but luckily I have a loving husband and sister who make up for that.
 
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Life sucks

Enlightened
Apr 18, 2018
1,870
This is a contradiction. If I wasn't myself, I wouldn't know about it and won't realize that the "good" alternative is an escape from worse hell so no I don't wish that.
And I don't wish life in anybody else, its all the same with different circumstances. I just want to escape the whole stupid game.
And if we talk about changing the past, no I don't want anything. I just want to ctb and I don't care about anything else
 
Tomasnil

Tomasnil

Mage
Apr 24, 2018
519
Aww, that's so sad. I know how you feel, though. I'd like it if my parents showed me more often that they love me. My mother never calls me except on my birthday and I only see her a few times a year. Other than that we stay in touch through Facebook Messenger chat. My father rarely calls me, even though he calls my sister nearly every day. I feel like I'm really lacking in the parent department, but luckily I have a loving husband and sister who make up for that.
I wish i never hear the word love,... i always think of pain when i do
 
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ScaredOfLife

Arcanist
Jul 9, 2018
441
I wish i never hear the word love,... i always think of pain when i do

I'm sorry that you've had bad experiences with love. It can be very painful for many. I know that I'm a very loveable person so I don't know why my parents don't give me the love I crave. They know I have a mental illness but they refuse to acknowledge it. They never just call to ask me how I'm feeling or if I'm having a bad day. I would love it if my parents opened this line of communication with me. I've never had deep personal conversations with them. They just pretend that my illness doesn't exist.

When it comes to romantic love, I feel lucky because I have a wonderful husband.

I have friends on Facebook but I have no motivation to cultivate real life friendships. (A few of my friends on Facebook are old classmates and friends I used to have, but most are people I don't know.) So, I really have no friends.

Basically, the only people I have in life are my husband and sister.

Love has but also hasn't been kind to me.
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,353
I would like to be someone else or just never have existed. In a way I wish I had been killed off really early before I had to experience a terrible life outcome and reach my 40’s.
 
becca

becca

Student
Jun 27, 2018
149
I wish i was Supergirl.
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Sometimes i dream that i am.
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