- Jun 17, 2018
Has anyone ever thought about this or just me? I feel like I want to ruin that day for everyone in my family.
My sister died on her birthday (not suicide) and she kinda did change the meaning of that day for my family. I just want to traumatize them, so whenever Christmas comes they'll think about my death.i thought of killing my self at my birthday so They can say lifed form 20.9.97 - 20.9.17 ^^ But not on Christmas
I was joking lol. They will associate Christmas with your death. You're a bad boy.I didn't thought about this but it's an excellent idea.
My family pushed me to this limit and I would like a fair revenge.
And unlike other people, I'm not joking: I hate them with all my heart.
I wish I had your masculinity, but I'm too lazy to wait to Christmas for a stupid revenge
It takes determination to suffer months of boredom just to prove your pointHow is killing yourself on Christmas masculine in any way?
I honestly feel sorry for anyone who wants their family to suffer because they are killing themselves on Christmas-there is nothing masculine in it, it is really tragic actually and I'm saying this on a pretty much pro suicide forum, so that says a lot about me too. Killing yourself for revenge is the wrong motive in my eyes.
For me masculinity is all about being assertive and goal oriented. A gay person dressed in a skirt that makes big money is more of a man than your average soldier.Gender roles are over exaggerated anyway, we are all human beings and our genitals don't define us all too much. There are not too many differences between men and women and there are plenty of women who behave in a classic masculine way and many men who are very feminine.
I can understand if someone wants to die because of overwhelming pain, emotional or physical. But doing it for revenge is really cruel in my opinion and not a good thing.
I really love many things on this forum but threads like this are downright wrong.