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There's a nice view off a beaten trail at my local park, perhaps I shall take a picture to show you all one day. That's where I will die, as the sun sets. A nice view is all I need (and a playlist to listen too whilst I wait for the stuff to kick in)
I’d go out to the sea. I live nearby to a nice area that I could just spend an entire day watching boats go by. I wouldn’t tell anyone if I was to ctb, but I’d finally take a day to myself and let myself breathe a little.. grant myself some peace in this life for even just a moment before I grant it permanently.
Ideally, I'd be well rested, have a lie in that day but not get out of bed too late. Shower, brush my teeth, feel clean and fresh. My room would be tidy (for the first time in forever) and all loose ends would be tied up.
In reality I'm probably gonna get out of bed late, scrape my hair back, have a wash and then quietly find my 'spot' to do it.