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Lara Francis

Lara Francis

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,630
Hi everyone.

I feel the need to leave this site now so I can focus my mind on getting my son back.
Having said that,I have come to rely on the site as a support, venting and a distraction platform so I don't know how easy it's going to be.
It has been a pleasure to talk to you all and I hope in a small way ,I have helped others as you have helped me which I will be eternally grateful for as will my son who will now have his mum in his life.
I don't feel particularly strong as all the court and social services crap is stressful but I am trying to hold on and fight.
I have come to understand how life can be cruel to us and although "life is what it is "and we may not have had any control over circumstances - it is wrong and sad we feel the need to sacrifice our life to relieve the pain and suffering caused by others.
I genuinely wish everyone well in life or death.In life I wish you happiness and recovery or in death I wish you a peaceful and smooth onward journey.
I will now say goodbye.
Lots of love xx Lara
 
Desperate_Soul

Desperate_Soul

I'll See You Guys On The Other Side Of The Rainbow
Aug 26, 2018
1,980
I believe in you, Lara, especially with how motivated you are! May your future endeavors meet your every expectation. I hope you have a wonderful life ahead. Remember that there will be ups and downs, but once you push through, you will feel extremely rewarded! It takes a lot of will to keep on fighting and pushing on living, and I envy you for that.
 
Lara Francis

Lara Francis

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,630
I believe in you, Lara, especially with how motivated you are! May your future endeavors meet your every expectation. I hope you have a wonderful life ahead. Remember that there will be ups and downs, but once you push through, you will feel extremely rewarded! It takes a lot of will to keep on fighting and pushing on living, and I envy you for that.
Thankyou it means so much that people believe in me.I love my boy so much and am doing this for him.It is still very hard but I have to keep a positive onward and up attitude to get through.
I once said that I would die for my boy as I loved him that much.someone replied with "live for him instead " I have no doubt that it will still be a rocky road but we will need to draw strength from one other.x
 
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jethacan

Member
Apr 17, 2018
55
Good luck Lara and well done for recognizing what is best for you and your son, even if it means missing out on what you liked about this site. I hope all of the dealings with social services and court go smoothly. You will be missed, but everyone here will understand. I really wish you the best of luck going forward with recovery and looking after your son.
 
Brokenanddeadinside

Brokenanddeadinside

Specialist
Aug 8, 2018
395
Good luck we wish you the best. Your son is lucky to have you fighting for him. I’ve lived with a suicidal father my whole life who fought to stay alive for me and I have always been thankful. We will always be here if you ever feel the need to come back.
 
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rebelwacause

Member
Jun 1, 2018
47
Hello Lara, I don’t comment much on here and I hope you don’t mind me posting but I have been following your story. You may not think it but I have seen what an inspiration you have been to many on this site and also to me. All the best and take care.

Regards

RebelWaC
 
SamK

SamK

Cloud Surfing
Aug 21, 2018
280
You will get him back Lara, keep faith, this is one if the Stringrst things you will ever do I imagine the hell you've been through it does push people to the brink but I know you want this for your boy you should be extremely proud you're giving both of you another chance xx all the best xx always

Sam
 
Lara Francis

Lara Francis

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,630
You will get him back Lara, keep faith, this is one if the Stringrst things you will ever do I imagine the hell you've been through it does push people to the brink but I know you want this for your boy you should be extremely proud you're giving both of you another chance xx all the best xx always

Sam
Thankyou. Hugs xx
 
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Lara Francis

Lara Francis

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,630
Hello Lara, I don’t comment much on here and I hope you don’t mind me posting but I have been following your story. You may not think it but I have seen what an inspiration you have been to many on this site and also to me. All the best and take care.

Regards

RebelWaC
Thankyou. That is very kind of you to say.
Hugs to you.xx
 
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