Lara Francis

Lara Francis

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,630
Hi to everyone.
This will be my last post here for the best reason ever in that I have committed to living for our son.
I know it's still going to be hard at times but because of the kind and supportive messages received from you amazing and kind people,I can see it's possible.

I will now concentrate on my recovery in hospital then fight to get my boy back.
This depression literally nearly took my life but it's not going to win.
Please remember that you have contributed to the happiness of a very beautiful little boy in convincing his mum to live.
I know that we are all strangers but thankyou from the bottom of my heart for your compassion and kindness.
I will not be logging on again, so all that remains for me to say is I would like everyone to find peace,comfort and happiness.
Lots of love xx from mum and especially a very special little boy.xx
 
NoLifeNoPain

NoLifeNoPain

Dinosaur
Jun 17, 2018
1,694
Sorry OP but I can't believe you were actually going to leave your son traumatized with your death. It's good you changed your mind. I want to die but at least I have no obligations to anyone.
 
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Morning Angel

Useless Broken Wings
Aug 8, 2018
619
A bit corny of me, but this brought a tear to my eye. Proud of you, Lara. You're welcome to come back to us but I'm honestly hoping you never do (I mean that in the best way possible). Your son is so lucky to have a mother who loves him this much and will fight this hard for him.
 
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Lara Francis

Lara Francis

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,630
Yes.I was destroyed in knowing he was taken from me.I was the only person he had and he was the only person I had left..I was in a very very bad place and yes it was 98% going to happen.As I and many people have said,as parents we suffer just as much as others.we may initially fight harder to survive because of our children sometimes we become so I'll like me that we see no way to get better.
 
RoloTomasi

RoloTomasi

Specialist
Jul 21, 2018
320
I'm glad for you, being able to take the return trip. It won't be easy, but clearly there's still some fight left in you. Hope you find happiness and for things to go well for you and your son. Bye!
 
Definitelyworried

Definitelyworried

Member
Jun 19, 2018
555
I think you can still post and conversate here Lara, nothing wrong with that, even if you are not totally suicidal, if you need someone to talk to that understands what it feels like to go through a rough time, you will find people here. I hope everything goes good.
 
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creatureoflight

Mage
Jul 27, 2018
529
Hi to everyone.
This will be my last post here for the best reason ever in that I have committed to living for our son.
I know it's still going to be hard at times but because of the kind and supportive messages received from you amazing and kind people,I can see it's possible.

I will now concentrate on my recovery in hospital then fight to get my boy back.
This depression literally nearly took my life but it's not going to win.
Please remember that you have contributed to the happiness of a very beautiful little boy in convincing his mum to live.
I know that we are all strangers but thankyou from the bottom of my heart for your compassion and kindness.
I will not be logging on again, so all that remains for me to say is I would like everyone to find peace,comfort and happiness.
Lots of love xx from mum and especially a very special little boy.xx

I am so happy to hear this! I was actually really concerned to hear about your suicidal thoughts as your child is not grown up yet.
You are so awesome!!!!!! Keep it up!!!!
 
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creatureoflight

Mage
Jul 27, 2018
529
By the way, no one here is going to encourage you to do it or anything like that. If you ever have the feeling you need some support, you can always come back here.
But I hope you never do
 
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Laggy

Laggy

Member
Jul 20, 2018
37
Congratulations Lara! I look up to you for the decision you made. I hope someday I can do the same. Good luck with everything.
 
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Bunny13000

Bunny13000

Member
Jun 28, 2018
28
Hi to everyone.
This will be my last post here for the best reason ever in that I have committed to living for our son.
I know it's still going to be hard at times but because of the kind and supportive messages received from you amazing and kind people,I can see it's possible.

I will now concentrate on my recovery in hospital then fight to get my boy back.
This depression literally nearly took my life but it's not going to win.
Please remember that you have contributed to the happiness of a very beautiful little boy in convincing his mum to live.
I know that we are all strangers but thankyou from the bottom of my heart for your compassion and kindness.
I will not be logging on again, so all that remains for me to say is I would like everyone to find peace,comfort and happiness.
Lots of love xx from mum and especially a very special little boy.xx
Sometimes it takes getting to your lowest point to rise up and fight, be reborn like a pheonix.
 
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