- May 23, 2018
What we fear mostly is the pain that comes before death or surviving a painful attempt and being in pain. Thats whats stopping most people from ctbing. I was sitting around with my N the other day and before the attempt i felt no fear whatsoever. No anxiety or anything. I'm pretty sure if I wasn't indecisive on whether I want to live or not that i could have taken it without a problem or struggle. As you guys know N is painless. I was trying to figure out why I was so calm but I think that explains it.