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millefeui

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Mar 31, 2018
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I used to when I was younger. Nowadays I basically never lie. I am honest about wanting to die, etc. But I am a grown woman, so it is not like owe people explanations. If someone doesn't like the way I think, my desires, well, that is their problem.

But when I was a teen, oh, I lied so much.
 
Sonnenblume

Sonnenblume

Sunflower Panda
Apr 6, 2018
588
My whole life was a lie, pretending I wanted to be here when I never did. Pretending I don't think life is fundamentally a negative thing. Pretending I like people (to myself even), whom I know never had any respect for me, just to avoid being completely alone. Not much choice in this society though, if you express those kinds of thoughts you end up in the nut hut, as someone else here put it.
 
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Pallf

I'm tired
May 27, 2018
248
Lying is how I get through life. If I told the truth about how I feel and what I plan to do, I'd get sent to the nut hut. That happened once and I'll do my best to not end up there again
 
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Life sucks

Enlightened
Apr 18, 2018
1,873
My whole life was a lie, pretending I wanted to be here when I never did. Pretending I don't think life is fundamentally a negative thing. Pretending I like people (to myself even), whom I know never had any respect for me, just to avoid being completely alone. Not much choice in this society though, if you express those kinds of thoughts you end up in the nut hut, as someone else here put it.

About same things I want to say
 
Tiburcio

Tiburcio

Voluntary deletion.
May 9, 2018
1,573
I have been lieing all my life and I have not intention of stop. When you are honest about your feelings you receive a rush of garbage people telling you shitty and toxicity. Fucking hypocrites, they say you about being honest that they will help you and when you tell them the truth you get a wave of shit.
 
chronicpainnomore

chronicpainnomore

Not Circling the Drain Anymore
May 31, 2018
310
My whole life was a lie, pretending I wanted to be here when I never did. Pretending I don't think life is fundamentally a negative thing. Pretending I like people (to myself even), whom I know never had any respect for me, just to avoid being completely alone. Not much choice in this society though, if you express those kinds of thoughts you end up in the nut hut, as someone else here put it.
I hope you have found peace, Sonnenblume. Your presence will be sorely missed.