- Mar 28, 2021
I’ve been this way for my entire life and it’s killing me. I never feel like I belong anywhere. I can’t connect with people. I can’t form companionship thanks to anxiety and trauma. Nobody can understand me or my pain. I have nobody to talk to about my feelings. Nobody to lean on for support. All I can do is drink and get high and cry by myself. I just suffer in lonely silence. I can’t wait to fucking die.