- Apr 3, 2018
I'm looking for some help to ctb.. I don't know if It'd be a partner so much as we work together to get our hands on a pretty foolproof method. I'm so afraid of surviving, I can't stand the idea of adding to my suffering and I'm a bit at a loss of what to do. I've tried on my own a few times, but they were all too half baked. I'm in the northeast, NYC area. I think its a bit stupid, but it looks like even at the end I can't really stand to be on my own.b I'm definitely not going to change my mind, I already left my life behind.