- Apr 10, 2018
I've come to the realization that I can't go through with it. I can't take my life. Every time I think about it I imagine how much I'll hurt the people around me. I fear a few people would follow me. I hate this. I just want to leave everything behind but I can't. I hate that I care too much. Maybe I'll finally be able to in a few years. Fuck, I dont think I can deal it, but I have to.