Rustysoupcan

Rustysoupcan

I'm sensitive
May 2, 2020
208
I feel I'm slowly losing it. I know I will end up in a hospital soon. But if I'm sent to a group hope again or worse, I wont be able to pay rent and I'll lose my apartment and everything with it. I feel like I need to get ctb successfully or get better fast to avoid this. But my SI is still so strong. I guess I just dont know what to do. I have no one i can turn to.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

I want to sleep for an eternity
Sep 24, 2020
6,284
It sounds like you are in a stressful situation. It really is horrible being alive. I’m sorry you have to go through this. Whatever happens, I wish you the best.
 

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