"It's my escape, and that's nice to have"
- May 16, 2021
So David Sylvian!
Do know him? Love his sublime, subtle style.
Gone to Earth has instrumental disc
Also Seecrets of Beehive and Words with the Shaman
Did stuff with Fripp Flux /Mutability Plight /Premonition
Rain tree crow is a desolate favourite.
Felt like that about certain people in the past ...found that gem when digging through YT.
I found it! - that 90s indie music video i musically masturbated to at 2am last night while rendering out super-boring supermarket sale animations*
(*yes, my life is fullfilling, deciding if the slight blue misprinted baby on the babyfood label makes me think that the bottle contains decomposing blue baby parts that could be eaten...) I love "international" 3rd vs 1st world focus-groups...
Yeah... the Alice in Chains ep version is mythical.
But I love the rough voice and aggro guitar...
Yes, I overshare.
All my posts are about me. Just me. My cry for attention...
In fact its my shattered lack of self-esteem, that makes me overcompensate.
And put extra music clips on the page.
(Belief in limits creates limited people... my mantra (again, about me.)
Maybe... So maybe you'll resonate, and hopefully... like me,
(seriously, :: me. I'm there again)
unless Im irritating you as much as I am irritating myself?!
at least enough to maybe miss me if/ when I'm gone....
See...? (sentimentally (unnecessarily over dramatic. sum more me me me...!))
Ok but this is for you!
EISBRECHER - LEIDER ( UNFORTUNATELY )
( i can't believe how relatable this song is, when I listened to it yesterday it was so creepy how I could feel each verse. Basically one of my anthems. )
Giles Corey No one is ever going to want me this is special for me because I was very anxious that day and it was first time in my life I was cutting myself with razor and I listened to this song. I literally screamed along vocalist, bleeding from my arm and this somehow gave me peace I know it's weird but worked.. It was very intimate moment for me