hotelbeneathground

hotelbeneathground

so gay.
Apr 13, 2021
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Caught the cure my birthday weekend 3 years ago...


https://sanctioned-suicide.org/threads/post-a-song-that-describes-you-mood-at-this-specific-moment.74747/page-4#post-1397626

Such an awesome blends of the bands, like placebo and David bowie...

Placebo really broke my heart. They've been churning out the same 2 songs over & over again since their 3rd album. :I

Sucker love is known to swing
Prone to cling and waste these things
Pucker up, for heaven's sake
There's never been so much at stake

I serve my head up on a plate
It's only comfort calling late
'Cause there's nothing else to do
Every me and every you
Every me

Like the naked leads the blind
I know I'm selfish, I'm unkind
Sucker love, I always find
Someone to bruise and leave behind

All alone in space and time
There's nothing here, but what's here's mine
Something borrowed, something blue
Every me and every you
Every me and every you
Every me...

 
to_deviate

to_deviate

buried above ground
Oct 25, 2021
20
Giles Corey No one is ever going to want me this is special for me because I was very anxious that day and it was first time in my life I was cutting myself with razor and I listened to this song. I literally screamed along vocalist, bleeding from my arm and this somehow gave me peace I know it's weird but worked.. It was very intimate moment for me

best damn album of all time. my swan song, along with some off of deathconsciousness.
 
DocNo

DocNo

whatever
Oct 30, 2020
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AND WHAT ABOUT:: sisters of mercy. Corrosion //Alice // Temple







& oh my fuvk, was watching a documentary on Siouxsie & the Banshee / the Creatures etc - so many chart hits, so popular evn though goth goddess... also my favourite (juju and spellbound, as well as the obvious israel, hong Kong garden, cities in dust... oh here we go... i'm off to find the greatest hits disc!)


did dance my azz off to "more" back in the days.

 
Hans Voralberg

Hans Voralberg

Member
Nov 6, 2021
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This is one of my favorite songs here is text in English
THE DUMPLINGS Kocham być z Tobą I love to be with you:
She doesn't want to sleep
She doesn't want to sleep
She is tired of night journeys

She doesn't want to sleep
She doesn't want to sleep
She will throw out bed and sheets

She had a dream again
About you breaking her bones
Pulling out her hairs
Hitting her with your head

And she loves to be with You
She loves to be with You
She loves to be with You

She had a dream again
About you breaking her bones
Pulling out her hairs
Hitting her with your head

She loves to be with You
She loves to be with You
She loves to be with You

(Instrumental)

She doesn't want to visit
She doesn't want to visit
Fictional places and characters

She doesn't want to sleep
She doesn't want to sleep
She is tired of night journeys

She had a dream again
About you breaking her bones
Pulling out her hairs
Hitting her with your head

And she loves to be with You
She loves to be with You
She loves to be with You

She had a dream again
About you breaking her bones
Pulling out her hairs
Hitting her with your head

And she loves to be with You
She loves to be with You
She loves to be with You

I had a dream again
You breaking my bones
Pulling out my hairs
Hitting me with your head

And I love to be with you
I love to be with you
I love to be with you
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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Badflower-My Funeral :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:

The only difference is that I want my life to end.







"My Funeral"

Imagine if I took my life
Gave up on love and died tonight
I wonder who would cry for me
I'll never know, I'll never see
But I can still pretend
It's so magical to think about the end

The ones I loved would blame themselves
And wish that I'd reached out for help
And everybody else would try
To analyze my suicide
Everybody wants to cry
About some famous kid that died

Tonight I'll light a candle and fantasize my funeral

All my bitch-ass enemies
Would blame themselves for killing me
Confess it in a eulogy
Regret the things they said to me
My album would sell better
And I'd probably trend on social media

Everybody wants to say
"I just saw him the other day"
Pretend that they were close to me
For thoughts and prayers and sympathy
Everybody wants to be
Best friends with the recently deceased

Tonight I'll light a candle and fantasize my funeral

I know it's not my time to go
I still have so much room to grow
Secretly I think about
The people I can't live without
There's so much hate I wish to fight
So much here to keep myself alive

The truth is I'm afraid of death
I never could commit to that
While immigrants and refugees
Ride blow up rafts through deadly seas
And here I am, a privileged me
With no concept for suffering

I think I'll shut the fuck up
And donate to a charity

Tonight I'll light a candle and end this stupid ritual
 
TriggerHappy

TriggerHappy

Inthe kingdom ofthe blind; the one-eyed are kings
Jan 24, 2021
1,233
In my mind, the most underrated Cure song: disintegration
Maybe I dedicate it to u first that only bought the greatest hits disc.
No shade, really.



Guess my fave is the all mixed up album...
 
narval

narval

Arcanist
Jan 22, 2020
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How popular is the antwoord around the world?

I mean, i found them in youtube time ago, but never heard anything of them in regular radio


Extra: music thread, so here it is something:



 
TriggerHappy

TriggerHappy

Inthe kingdom ofthe blind; the one-eyed are kings
Jan 24, 2021
1,233
I thought you were on the tip end,


Arse or tip? - It all depends on the way you are positioned, baby.
To me the pretty far end of Africa is the arse.
People rave about Cape Town (its sex n clubs u after u won't be dissapointed), but mombasa Beach is bliss. Wanna make it to Goa. Or Egypt... Next life...
Just when u forget we exist, we generate a super-covid variant they can't figure out. I think its got something to do with vaccinating tb resistant /hiv resistant patients with a virus we know nothing about.... what do I know I'm a freelance designer /vet with an addiction problem!?!
Nice one, Die Antwoord- local lunatics caught em at Carfax : awesome. She did a katebush i will never 4get. Awesome people, difficult 2work with. Her family have a farm in next town over, but she ain't been home (surprise?! Nah.)
Nothings as it seems, hey freeeky.


Another ex local band, fuck I love this song:



It seems like every day's the same
And I'm left to discover on my own
It seems like everything is gray
And there's no color to behold
They say it's over and I'm fine again, yeah
Try to stay sober feels like I'm dying here

And I am aware now of how
Everything's gonna be fine one day
Too late, I'm in hell I am prepared now,
Seems everyone's gonna be fine
One day too late, just as well

I feel the dream in me expire
And there's no one left to blame it on
I hear you label me a liar
'cause I can't seem to get this through
You say it's over, I can sigh again, yeah
Why try to stay sober when I'm dying here

And I am aware now of how
Everything's gonna be fine one day
Too late, I'm in hell
I am prepared now,
Seems everyone's gonna be fine
One day too late; just as well

And I'm not scared now.
I must assure you,
You're never gonna get away
And I'm not scared now.
And I'm not scared now. No...

I am aware now of how
Everything's gonna be fine one day
Too late, I'm in hell
I am prepared now
Seems everyone's gonna be fine
One day too late, just as well
I am prepared now,
Seems everything's gonna be fine for me
For me; for myself.
For me, for me, for myself
For me, for me, for myself

I am prepared now,
For myself
I am prepared now

And I am fine... Again


☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆•••

Not having a great day, this usually works.
If not, its back to Mother Marilyn Manson




I love the gold Rollerskates @ The end :: I had red blue silver with clear front guards.
☆ Fkng loved them....☆ almost as much as the male 'long haired' dancer in the red jersey grey tie @beginning **who later dances with the gorgeous Asian girl.. yes, i stalk people. You say it like its a bad thing...
...and Olivia, off course...

**I blame it on my dads 70's porn collection.

Love Argentinian tango, another regret :: didn't do ballroom.
 
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hotelbeneathground

hotelbeneathground

so gay.
Apr 13, 2021
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@Voûte_Étoilée I think you might actually like this:

I certainly haven't been shopping for any new shoes
And I certainly haven't been spreading myself around
I still only travel by foot and by foot it's a slow climb
But I'm good at being uncomfortable
So I can't stop changing all the time

I notice that my opponent is always on the go
And won't go slow so as not to focus, and I notice
He'll hitch a ride with any guide as long as they go fast
From whence he came
But he's no good at being uncomfortable
So he can't stop staying exactly the same

If there was a better way to go, then it would find me
I can't help it, the road just rolls out behind me
Be kind to me, or treat me mean
I'll make the most of it
I'm an extraordinary machine

 
Voûte_Étoilée

Voûte_Étoilée

Suicide is just for overachievers
Apr 28, 2021
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@Voûte_Étoilée I think you might actually like this:
I appreciate that you thought of me, but I'm afraid this is not quite my cup of tea.
I know this is not your kind of music, but you might like the lyrics of the ingenious Larry Hart.

Sing for your supper and you'll get breakfast.
Songbirds always eat,
If their song is sweet
To hear.

Sing for your luncheon and you'll get dinner.
Dine with wine of choice,
If romance is in your voice.

I heard from a wise canary,
Trilling
makes a fellow willing.
So little swallow, swallow now.
Now is the time to

Sing for your supper and you'll get breakfast.
Songbirds are not dumb.
They don't buy a crumb
Of bread,
It's said,
So sing and you'll be fed.


 
TriggerHappy

TriggerHappy

Inthe kingdom ofthe blind; the one-eyed are kings
Jan 24, 2021
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Hmmm. Anika Noni Rose
From Stephen King's Bag of Bones (free on youtube 4hr series)






And Siouxsie, just love her more n more....





kirsty macColl & The Pogues :: Miss Otis Regrets (Cole Porter)



Original 1934 version was by Ethel Waters....youtube her like Ella F.


And I gotta have my P.J.Harvey "cmon billy"

I guess that depends on part of the word and radio. Some refer to Little Big as The Russian Die Antwoord.







I fucking love this completely sexy man :: any man that wears white santa-maria y-front jocks, and silver boots deserves a blow job... it was a law I lived by in the 90s. I was on copious amounts of Ritalin (not for study purposes, well maybe...); mdma, c & e.
Learn from my mistakes kids, or learn how to make mistakes. My mom once told me that when I fuck up, I fuck up spectacularly. I think now she may hav meant it reproachfully (I was arse-out in a hospital gown, handcuffed to the bed). Oh mom, I'm so sorry....

the track fast becoming my daily struggle soundtrack, Alaska ThunderFuck
(I'll still always wear yr t-shirt, Brittney....)




though my dirty needle infected heart will always belong to Sharon...




I so want her Anton Szander laVey t-shirt! And those dancers boots would definately be a fun way to ctb!


You grab a drink, drink

I'll grab a knife, knife
This will be the end of the rest of your life.

"This club is a haunted house..."
 
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hotelbeneathground

hotelbeneathground

so gay.
Apr 13, 2021
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Love Argentinian tango, another regret :: didn't do ballroom.


Dance in bars and restaurants
Home with anyone who wants
Strange, he's standing there alone
Staring eyes chill me to the bone

Tu cherches quoi, à rencontrer la mort? (What are you looking for, death?)
Tu te prends pour qui? (Who do you think you are?)
Toi aussi, tu détestes la vie (You detest life too)



Songbirds are not dumb.
They don't buy a crumb
Of bread,
It's said,
So sing and you'll be fed.

Ha, that's basically how I've always fed myself... By charming the right people with my "song". By reading books to a wealthy frail gentleman & discussing them with him in his library as a university student. He wanted so much more than to occasionally put his nervous hand on mine, but he was too polite & afraid of being rejected. He probably saved what was left of my soul by not asking me to do anything "uncivilized" to him & telling the friends to which he introduced me to actually talk to me & respect my limits. Ah, to be a young starving songbird again...

Nightingale, sing us a song
Nightingale, tell me your tale
Was your journey far too long?

All the voices spinning round me
Trying to tell me what to say
Can I fly right behind you?
Can you take me away?
Take me away...

 
Voûte_Étoilée

Voûte_Étoilée

Suicide is just for overachievers
Apr 28, 2021
1,208
Ha, that's basically how I've always fed myself... By charming the right people with my "song". By reading books to a wealthy frail gentleman & discussing them with him in his library as a university student. He wanted so much more than to occasionally put his nervous hand on mine, but he was too polite & afraid of being rejected. He probably saved what was left of my soul by not asking me to do anything "uncivilized" to him & telling the friends to which he introduced me to actually talk to me & respect my limits. Ah, to be a young starving songbird again...
Oh dear, I hope those lyrics didn't unearth any unpleasant repressed memories. I'm sure the innuendo in the line "So little swallow, swallow now" didn't pass you by.
 
Hans Voralberg

Hans Voralberg

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Nov 6, 2021
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My another favorite here is my translation into English
THE DUMPLINGS Kto zobaczy? Who will see?

(Boy from youth detention center saying: It's not easy to arrived here and have a relation with somebody. In such place building relationship is hard.)

Boy's Girlfriend singing:

Who will now see in the same way as me with beauty and tenderness
Who will be seeing in the same way as me with openess and care
With who I will be sharing morning sun
Who will see as you seeing that I am beauty I am preacious

Naked body quilt sun
You don't look already as beautifull as before
I will say nothing not even make a whisper
Because already I don't feel anything at all

Who will paint these cars at blue
Will dance the same as you
Who will cut my hairs when I don't want it
With humour in spite of evrything
With who I will be sharing my newest poem

Who will see me in the way only you can
Me being beautifull me being preacious

Naked body quilt sun
You don't look already as beautifull as before
I will say nothing not even make a whisper
Because already I don't feel anything at all

(Boy from youth detention centre saying: Here you are just with yourself. No one is around you.


Second Boy saying: Death... death is something that I'am the most afraid of. I'am afraid that I will leave from here and I will not manage with live outside.

Interviewer: What would you do if you aren't here (detention centre)

Second Boy: I would try to get my life together, find a job, normal girlfriend who can help me to cope with and I would try to go in good direction with my life

Third Boy: For me lonliness is not existing now.)

Naked body quilt sun
You don't look already as beautifull as before
I will say nothing not even make a whisper
Because already I don't feel anything at all/ 2x
 
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TriggerHappy

TriggerHappy

Inthe kingdom ofthe blind; the one-eyed are kings
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GOTTA LOVE GRACE::

 

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