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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Angelic
Mar 23, 2018
4,539
DJ Miko-What's Up? :heart:









Twenty-five years of my life and still
I'm trying to get up that
Great big hill of hope
For a destination...

What's going on?
What's going on?
What's going on?

Twenty-five years of my life and still
I'm trying to get up that
Great big hill of hope
For a destination

I realized quickly when I knew I should
That the world was made up of this brotherhood of man
For whatever that means

And so I cry sometimes
When I lie in my bed
Just to get it all out
What's in my head
And I'm...
I'm feeling a little peculiar

And so I wake in the morning
And I step outside
And I take a deep breath
And I get real high
And I scream from the top of my lung
What's going on?

And I say:
Hey, yeah, yeah, eh, eh!
Hey, yeah, yeah!
I said: hey!
What's going on?

And I say:
Hey, yeah, yeah, eh, eh!
Hey, yeah, yeah!
I said: hey!
What's going on?

And I try
Oh my God, do I try?
I try all the time
In this institution

And I pray
Oh my God, do I pray?
I pray every single day
For a revolution

And so I cry sometimes
When I lie in my bed
Just to get it all out
What's in my head
And I'm...
I'm feeling a little peculiar

And so I wake in the morning
And I step outside
And I take a deep breath
And I get real high
And I scream from the top of my lung
What's going on?

And I say:
Hey, yeah, yeah, eh, eh!
Hey, yeah, yeah!
I said: hey!
What's going on?

And I say:
Hey, yeah, yeah, eh, eh!
Hey, yeah, yeah!
I said: hey!
What's going on?

What's going on?
What's going on?

What's going on?
 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Angelic
Mar 23, 2018
4,539
Bullet For My Valentine-No More Tears To Cry :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








"No More Tears To Cry"

I think it's time to recognise these demons in my head
They're killing me internally, I know they want me dead
Let's take the time to analyse and get this off my chest
By digging up the skeletons to finally confess

Wait, am I losing it?
There's an itch under my skin
Is this paying another sin?
Wait, am I losing it?
Will this rope around my neck make it easy to forget?

I got no more tears to cry
(Under this selfishness)
No more strength to fight
There's nothing inside of me

So nothing seems to ease my mind, no matter what I try
An endless vicious circle on a loop that won't rewind
I'm outta luck, outta time 'cause this is just all in vain
I've had enough of giving up, I'm feeling so afraid

Wait, am I losing it?
With no hope, there's nothing left
And you're not afraid of death
Wait, am I losing it?
When you can't rely on faith
Got this cycle of self-hate

I got no more tears to cry
(Under this selfishness)
No more strength to fight
There's nothing inside
I got no more tears to cry
(Under this selfishness)
No more strength to fight
There's nothing inside

Cut into pieces, pushed over the edge
Feeling so worthless, God, when will this end?
Every minute a battle, an hour a war
Feeling so helpless, God, when will it end?
Nobody's listening, does nobody care?

I got no more tears to cry
(Under this selfishness)
No more strength to fight
There's nothing inside
I got no more tears to cry
(Under this selfishness)
No more strength to fight
There's nothing inside
There's nothing inside​
 
lucid

lucid

shy antinatal trans gal
Jun 29, 2019
167
Crippled Black Phoenix - In Bad Dreams
gaian doom



Dreariness - Essence
dsbm



Grouper - Cover the Windows and the Walls

ambient pop



How To Disappear Completely - Seraphim
polish ambient



Suicide Commando - Death Cures All Pain

aggrotech



The Body - Didn't The Night End

death industrial




 
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quietam pacem12

quietam pacem12

Member
Aug 22, 2022
41
Hat jemand von euch Ohrstöpsel eingesetzt und einfach nur die Musik gespürt?
Das werde ich tun. 🤗

Bruce Springsteen. Ich liebe dieses Lied.
Total untypisch für Bruce dieses Lied. Aber so schön. Ein Klagelied über das Leben in den Straßen.
Ein Lied, dass für mich tiefen Abschiedsschmerz von einem sehr geliebten Menschen bedeutet. Mit tiefer Verbundenheit.
Auch setze ich das Lied mit friedlichem Gehen in Verbindung. 💫
Das würde auch an meinem Abend laufen.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

Angelic
Mar 23, 2018
4,539
Avatar-Dance Devil Dance :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









Dance Devil Dance"

Step inside the circle
Jump and turn around
Bleed for the blood ritual
And jump and turn around
Jump and turn around
Oh, come on
Oh, come on
Oh, come on
Oh, come on

I am one of many
My name is forbidden
My name must stay hidden
I am Armageddon
I am one of many
I'm Satan, I'm freedom
I'm strictly forbidden
I'm Satan, I'm freedom

One candle remains
Step into the dark
One candle remains
Step into the dark
Dance, dance
Dance Devil, dance

Draw the hidden symbol
Step and spin around
Whisper the unspeakable
Then step and spin around
Step and spin around
Oh, come on

I am one of many
My name is forbidden
My name must stay hidden
I am Armageddon
I am one of many
I'm Satan, I'm freedom
I'm strictly forbidden
I'm Satan, I'm freedom

One candle remains
Step into the dark
One candle remains
Step into the dark
Dance, dance
Dance Devil, dance

One candle remains
Step into the dark
One candle remains
Step into the dark
Dance, dance
Dance Devil, dance​
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

Angelic
Mar 23, 2018
4,539
Marshmello/Jonas Brothers-Leave Before You Love Me :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:











"Leave Before You Love Me"

I see you calling
I didn't wanna leave you like that
It's five in the morning, yeah, yeah
A hundred on the dash
'Cause my wheels are rolling
Ain't taking my foot off the gas
And it only took the one night
To see the end of the line
Staring deep in your eyes, eyes

Dancing on the edge, 'bout to take it too far
It's messing with my head, how I mess with your heart
If you wake up in your bed, alone in the dark
I'm sorry, gotta leave before you love me

Ay, ay, leave before you love me
Ay, ay, leave before you love me
Ay, ay, leave before you love me
Ay, ay, leave before you love me

I'm so good at knowing
Of when to leave the party behind
Don't care if they notice, yeah, yeah, no
I'll just catch a ride
I'd rather be lonely, yeah
Than wrapped around your body too tight
Yeah, I'm the type to get naked
Won't give my heart up for breaking
'Cause I'm too gone to be staying, staying

(Dancing on) Dancing on the edge, 'bout to take it too far
It's messing with my head, how I mess with your heart
If you wake up in your bed, alone in the dark
I'm sorry, gotta leave before you love me

Ay, ay, leave before you love me
Ay, ay, leave before you love me
Ay, ay, leave before you love me
Ay, ay, leave before you love me

Dancing on the edge, take it too far
Messing with my head, how I mess with your heart
I'm sorry, alone in the dark
I'm sorry, ay, ay, leave before you love me​
 
Euthanza

Euthanza

Self Righteous Suicide
Jun 9, 2022
1,181
I love Serj's voice so much and his perfect words



Harakiri

We're the day birds
Deciding to fly against the sky
Within our dreams, we all wake up
To kiss the ones who are born to die

We're the greying herds
Hurting each other with our lives
Within our dreams, we all wake up
To kiss the ones who are born to die
Born to die, born to die

The drum fish
They beached themselves in Hara-kiri
The blackbirds
They fell in thousands from the sky
Their red wings
Streaming down from the higher seas
Deflected by the grounds

They crowned the sun
They crowned the sun
But I believe that they are free
When their time was done
They were drowned by the only One
But I believe that they are free
Washed by the sun

Our statues
The soaring edifice of our times
Detracted from the ways of the wise
The future will view all history as a crime
So father, tell us when is time to rise

They crowned the sun
They crowned the sun
But I believe that they are free
When their time was done
They were drowned by the only One
But I believe that they are free

They crowned the sun
They crowned the sun
But I believe that they are free
And we believe that they are free
'Cause I believe that they are me
Washed by the sun
 
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wiltedLotus

wiltedLotus

World drifts in, and the world’s a stranger..
Nov 8, 2022
18


‘Quattro (World Drifts In)’ by Robert Plant & Alison Krauss
—I randomly came across this song/album recently and this song specifically has been on constant replay since. It’s very sad, but helps to strengthen my resolve to ctb when I falter a bit. Probably not the artists intent, but the lyrics of the song are basically exactly what let me here: finding myself entirely alone and increasingly alienated from the rest of the world, having ‘no choice but to run to the mountains’ (metaphor). I just love songs like this that I’ve found since forming my plan a few months ago, and hopefully it can reach someone out there and give you whatever it is you need from it, even if it’s just to enjoy the beautifully composed music and harmonization of these two spectacular vocalists 😊🙏
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

Angelic
Mar 23, 2018
4,539
Motionless In White-Masterpiece :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









All the stupid lies and the stupid games
Left a vacancy in this picture frame
A prisoner by my own hands
'Cause if I can't have me, then no one can
I need to heal what I inflict
But I'll burn that bridge when I get to it
As I play roulette with a broken gun
I confess these sins with a sharp and spiteful tongue

So how do I apologize
And put the tears back in your eyes
When every canvas that I paint
Is a masterpiece made of my mistakes?

Outlined in guilt, my portrait stares
In a gallery where the walls lie bare
As I modernize my antique ways
True colors can't escape the brush of fate

So how do I apologize
And put the tears back in your eyes
When every canvas that I paint
Is a masterpiece made of my mistakes?

Illustrate all my pain and set it all ablaze
Burn
And set it all ablaze

So how do I apologize
And put the tears back in your eyes
When every canvas that I paint
Is a masterpiece of my mistakes?
And in the light of my demise
I see my failures in your eyes
Every canvas that I paint
Is a masterpiece made of my mistakes

Written by: Jason Suecof, Chris Cerulli, Tim M Skold
Album: Scoring The End Of The World
Released: 2022
Lyrics provided by Musixmatch
 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Angelic
Mar 23, 2018
4,539
Bono mentioned this recently on Colbert

Bee Gees-Immortality :heart:







"Immortality"

So this is who I am
And this is all I know
And I must choose to live
For all that I can give
The spark that makes the power grow

But I will stand for one dream if I can
Symbol of my faith in who I am
But you are my only

And I must follow on the road that lies ahead
I won't let my heart control my head
But you are my only

And we don't say goodbye
We don't say goodbye
And I know what I've got to be...

Immortality
I make my journey through eternity
I keep the memory of you and me
Inside

Fulfill your destiny
It's there within the child
My storm will never end
My fate is on the wind
The king of hearts
The joker's wild

We don't say goodbye
We don't say goodbye
I'll make them all remember me

Cause I have found the dream that must come true
Every ounce of me must see it through
But you are my only

I'm sorry I don't have the role for love to play
Hand over my heart I'll find my way
I will make them give to me...

Immortality
There is a vision and a fire in me
I keep the memory of you and me
Inside

And we don't say goodbye
We don't say goodbye

In all my love for you
And what else we may do

We don't say goodbye...​
 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Angelic
Mar 23, 2018
4,539
Celine Dion-If You Could See Me Now 💔








Here they come
Every night the same
Silent stars
Light from a distant flame
Just like the memories of you
That I hold inside
I see you touch
But all the warmth has died

Empty rooms
Crowded by the past
Time is my enemy
Days keep moving faster
But the nights alone can be
An eternity
That never heals the scars
Of foolish pride

If only you could see me now
Goodbye is not so easy now
The freedom that I walked away to gain
Is nothing but these chains
That you alone can break
And you would free me now
Your heart would come undone
Just looking at me once
And my love would bring you back
If only you could see me now

Here I am
Stranger to a smile
Trying to fight the tears
Missing by a mile
I'm not the one who laughed at you
On that yesterday
When you warned me not to throw your love away

If you could only see me now
Goodbye is not so easy now
The freedom that I walked away to gain
Is nothing but these chains
I know your heart would break
If you could hear me now
Your heart would come undone
If you could hear me once
Hoping love will bring you back
If only you could see me now

(Bridge)

Like the lonely moon
You see above
That sails the dark alone
Forever
I have no light of my own
Other the love we've known
So long ago
Together
If you could feel me now
Your heart would come undone
If you could touch me once
I know love will bring you back
If only you could see me now
 
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