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StateOfMind

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After my suicide note had been sent by accident (late evening), this morning I experienced a rude awakening.
Two cops and later a psychiatrist entered my room while I was sleeping.
You can see the 8 page note printed out in her left hand.
Not sure how, but somehow I managed to talk myself out of involuntary psychiatric detention.
Just having a coffee now and trying to wake up lol

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deepinlimbo said:
That gun looks nice. I might have wrestled them for it haha
good way of getting a suicide in hahaha lol. kick the blond guy in the nads and take his gun they would certainly have to shoot me then

edit 1: i don't condone suicide by cop, but if your that desperate your that desperate
 
Life_and_Death

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StateOfMind said:
Not sure how, but somehow I managed to talk myself out of involuntary psychiatric detention.
Just having a coffee now and trying to wake up lol
how in the world!? im impressed lol
 
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logan

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Does the whole thing have any further consequences for you now?
 
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Wooo! Did you send the letter to the polizie or one of your relative?

I will never be able to write 8 pages. Mine will only be few sentences.
Enjoy your freedom. Hugs
 
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Surprised they let you take their picture!

Maybe because of the Covid masks concealing their identities?
 
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Damn, you are pretty chill about this. I would have been freaking out.

Can't believe the police was okay with you taking a picture of them. Oh wait cop on the left wasn't feeling it.
 
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Bedrock48

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Oh damn, I'm sorry that happened dude. Hope you're doing OK from this experience. I guess it'll be interesting to say the least to find out what peoples responses are (not saying that's a cool thing to do purposefully but accidentally is something else).
 
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Wrennie said:
Surprised they let you take their picture!

Maybe because of the Covid masks concealing their identities?
probably they wouldn't have a choice here because of hidden security cameras.
 
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StateOfMind said:
That's the question.
I sent the note to over 240 entities.
A few have already replied.
Wow, that's really crass ...
Then you will surely get even more feedback ...
How are you doing now?
Do you have someone who is with you now and with whom you can talk?
 
StateOfMind

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suicidesheep31 said:
Wooo! Did you send the letter to the polizie or one of your relative?

I will never be able to write 8 pages. Mine will only be few sentences.
Enjoy your freedom. Hugs
A few relatives including my stasi mother who then called the police.
It was necessary to include relatives in case the suicide goes wrong and am left on a feeding tube.
Let them know I don't want that.
 
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StateOfMind said:
It was necessary to include relatives in case the suicide goes wrong and am left on a feeding tube.
Let them know I don't want that.
I see. I also won't like to end up being a vegetable... Hugs
 
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How did they enter? How is this legal? Did you threaten any acts of violence in your note?
According to the "Polizei" on their vests, you're in Germany, Austria or Switzerland. I always thought such ridiculous breaches of privacy were only common in the U.S. of A., but apparently that was very naïve of me.
 
Fehler

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Fuck what a situation, I'm glad they didn't lock you up. You have the gift of the gab? How did you convice them O.o?
I will be careful when I go to put my mail scheduled for the police. Again, It's really cool that they didn't lock you up.
 
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Schöngeist

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StateOfMind said:
Nope, Austria.
How is this justified then? Is there some law in Austria that allows the police to enter the house of suicidal people in order to "protect them from themselves" or some nonsense like that?
It is impressive how calm you are or at least appear to be.
 
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Werewolf. said:
I read this as "that guy." I blame my total lack of sleep today for my brain playing tricks on me.
I was originally thinking we could have had a nice friendly play fight, maybe a tickle, but I don’t want to upset the guy and make him think we had something going on. Probably just easier to skip the niceties. I prefer glocks to cocks.

Although it is hard to see if he looks nice with the mask on, he looks somewhat as if he is smirking.
I guess by law they have a legal right to conduct a welfare check?
 
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StateOfMind said:
That's the question.
I sent the note to over 240 entities.
A few have already replied.
why would you do something like that
 
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StateOfMind said:
That's the question.
I sent the note to over 240 entities.
A few have already replied.

Oh man..... it actually worked and was sent to everyone?! I'm sorry that happened... I'll keep my fingers crossed that there isn't any major consequences :hug:
 
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StateOfMind said:
If I must go down I will not go down quietly.
I like the fighting mans talk.
 
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StateOfMind

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UterEntonaur said:
Oh man..... it actually worked and was sent to everyone?! I'm sorry that happened... I'll keep my fingers crossed that there isn't any major consequences :hug:
It didn't reach about 20 people.
Yes thank you, me too lol.
 
RealDamagedLostSoul

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respect to you OP. I think I would have been absolutely fucked if that happens to me. May I ask how your suicide notes got sent out by accident? Just so we can learn from it and prevent this mistake (I suppose some technical issue?)

Bedrock48 said:
Oh damn, I'm sorry that happened dude. Hope you're doing OK from this experience. I guess it'll be interesting to say the least to find out what peoples responses are (not saying that's a cool thing to do purposefully but accidentally is something else).
Nothing that's gonna do or change anything. This has terrible consequences as you now not only lose more people but a lot will spam you with wannabe positivity that will only worsen a suicidal state (at least that's for me as I have told some few friends that I wanna end it all).
 
StateOfMind

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RealDamagedLostSoul said:
May I ask how your suicide notes got sent out by accident? Just so we can learn from it and prevent this mistake (I suppose some technical issue?)
I'm not entirely sure tbh. I thought I had canceled it after my failed attempt, but apparently not.
Another strange thing was that two recipients had somehow been removed, I was using gmail.
 
RealDamagedLostSoul

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I see, what do you think will the consequence be for you? It kinda depends on what you have written in particular?
 
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