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Sorry if this is a dumb question, but is it OK to use your real name when making first contact with D?
(using a proton mail account)

I imagine he would need it with my address anyway later, correct?
 
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Crod68 said:
Sorry if this is a dumb question, but is it OK to use your real name when making first contact with D?
(using a proton mail account)

I imagine he would need it with my address anyway later, correct?
yes as you will need to give him your full address with your name : )
 
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Crod68 said:
Sorry if this is a dumb question, but is it OK to use your real name when making first contact with D?
(using a proton mail account)

I imagine he would need it with my address anyway later, correct?

If you contact him, he will send all the information you need to conduct the transaction. You don't have to give him any details until he asks for them after you have purchased. you don't need to give someone our name and details just to talk to them, same thing applies on this website.

People can have conversations without giving details about themselves out. what would happen if you decided not to purchase from them? any legit person selling stuff illegally, isn't just going to start asking your name and address before you have even purchased anything. and anyone who does so is full of shit and can't be trusted
 
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Earlier in July I've mentioned in a (now deleted) comment that according to the PPH, A is out of business. According to the most recent PPH from August, A is back. Apparently, a COVID infection was the reason for his disappearance. So, as you see, even the ones that provide us with the holy grail of methods aren't immune to a pandemic. Good to know that he is back though, A is reliable and trustworthy.
 
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Back to having two sources of the good stuff lol:tongue::tongue::tongue:
 
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RainAndSadness said:
Earlier in July I've mentioned in a (now deleted) comment that according to the PPH, A is out of business. According to the most recent PPH from August, A is back. Apparently, a COVID infection was the reason for his disappearance. So, as you see, even the ones that provide us with the holy grail of methods aren't immune to a pandemic. Good to know that he is back though, A is reliable and trustworthy.
3 Weeks ago my pal orderd from A,but A said he didn't provide tracking now,that's odd.
 
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ChrisLeeHZ said:
3 Weeks ago my pal orderd from A,but A said he didn't provide tracking now,that's odd.
It's not odd, it's mentioned several times A stopped providing tracking because police have an easier time tracking with it
 
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slyna said:
It's not odd, it's mentioned several times A stopped providing tracking because police have an easier time tracking with it
Really?Has anyone received from A recently?
 
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ChrisLeeHZ said:
Really?Has anyone received from A recently?
Not anyone here yet.

D is still the 1st recommendation right now it looks like
 
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If someone help me with Btc or monero I can send them A’s contact information
First of all you will need a Bitcoin wallet. It’s like an address where u can receive coins. after that -

There are two ways to get Bitcoin. One through creating legit accounts for trading Bitcoin. Google it u will find websites to do it easily(there are two major ones). Only that the procedure for you to get your bank account registered is long : takes about 7 days. This is one way.

The others way is P2P sites. The benifit here is there isn’t a long process because u won’t b buying Bitcoin at market price. U will b buying it from other people willing to sell. U can search these sites using location filter. The benefit of this is that based on the location u r in the person u r buying from will accept some form of popular payment. Like for US the person might accept PayPal payment in return. The disadvantage or this method is that it will cost u more than the market value of Bitcoin to buy. N if u worry about being scammed it unlikely because these websites use escrow. Still b careful.

remember : whenever there is any doubt, there is no doubt.
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I thought I’d add my experience with testing and tasting N from A a couple of nights ago. I received from A last year so this isn’t a recent purchase. It was a positive result and instructions said 30ml of water and I used .50ml of N. Came up straight away. Personally if you’re testing, I don’t think you need that much N. I also did a urine test for the following two mornings and came up positive straight away as well.

As for taste, it is bitter like members have said. Most I can match it to is Zopiclone. I only tasted .60ml around 11pm. I felt an effect almost immediately, but full effect came on within 15-30mins. Felt slightly stoned, chill, heavy eyelids but clear head. Slight headache for 30min and little pain in my liver. I have a bad liver though so that wasn’t a surprise. Got a little nauseated about 3 hours after taking it (2 out of 10), nothing major. Nausea lasted for about an hour and then I suddenly fell into a deep sleep around 3am for a solid 5 hours. Don’t remember falling asleep at all.

I found the experience quite interesting. Haven’t had barbiturates before. I’ve had my fair share of experience with benzos and have a reasonable tolerance and found that my past benzo use didn’t seem to have a negative effect on N at all.

I used a 29g ultra fine insulin syringe which I initially thought was too thin but worked fine. Rubber wasn’t as thick as I thought. However, the N didn’t flow out easily so I’d recommend a lower gauge. Feeling the slight nausea of such a tiny dose showed the importance of AE’s but that could also be because I’m psychically unwell.

Also, normal milk chocolate won’t get rid of the bitter after taste at all. Another member mentioned very sweet milk chocolate worked well, so that or dark chocolate would be more effective. After that experience, I don’t see how anyone would survive 2 bottles without medical intervention. It is very powerful.
 
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Has anybody had N lab tested to see if it's authentic from A?
Thegoldenapples said:
I thought I’d add my experience with testing and tasting N from A a couple of nights ago. I received from A last year so this isn’t a recent purchase. It was a positive result and instructions said 30ml of water and I used .50ml of N. Came up straight away. Personally if you’re testing, I don’t think you need that much N. I also did a urine test for the following two mornings and came up positive straight away as well.

As for taste, it is bitter like members have said. Most I can match it to is Zopiclone. I only tasted .60ml around 11pm. I felt an effect almost immediately, but full effect came on within 15-30mins. Felt slightly stoned, chill, heavy eyelids but clear head. Slight headache for 30min and little pain in my liver. I have a bad liver though so that wasn’t a surprise. Got a little nauseated about 3 hours after taking it (2 out of 10), nothing major. Nausea lasted for about an hour and then I suddenly fell into a deep sleep around 3am for a solid 5 hours. Don’t remember falling asleep at all.

I found the experience quite interesting. Haven’t had barbiturates before. I’ve had my fair share of experience with benzos and have a reasonable tolerance and found that my past benzo use didn’t seem to have a negative effect on N at all.

I used a 29g ultra fine insulin syringe which I initially thought was too thin but worked fine. Rubber wasn’t as thick as I thought. However, the N didn’t flow out easily so I’d recommend a lower gauge. Feeling the slight nausea of such a tiny dose showed the importance of AE’s but that could also be because I’m psychically unwell.

Also, normal milk chocolate won’t get rid of the bitter after taste at all. Another member mentioned very sweet milk chocolate worked well, so that or dark chocolate would be more effective. After that experience, I don’t see how anyone would survive 2 bottles without medical intervention. It is very powerful.
Thank you very much for reporting your results. Did you by chance have it lab tested to make sure it is N. It sure sounds like it from your description but I didn't know if perhaps he could have substituted some other powerful sedative in its place. Thank you
Thegoldenapples said:
I thought I’d add my experience with testing and tasting N from A a couple of nights ago. I received from A last year so this isn’t a recent purchase. It was a positive result and instructions said 30ml of water and I used .50ml of N. Came up straight away. Personally if you’re testing, I don’t think you need that much N. I also did a urine test for the following two mornings and came up positive straight away as well.

As for taste, it is bitter like members have said. Most I can match it to is Zopiclone. I only tasted .60ml around 11pm. I felt an effect almost immediately, but full effect came on within 15-30mins. Felt slightly stoned, chill, heavy eyelids but clear head. Slight headache for 30min and little pain in my liver. I have a bad liver though so that wasn’t a surprise. Got a little nauseated about 3 hours after taking it (2 out of 10), nothing major. Nausea lasted for about an hour and then I suddenly fell into a deep sleep around 3am for a solid 5 hours. Don’t remember falling asleep at all.

I found the experience quite interesting. Haven’t had barbiturates before. I’ve had my fair share of experience with benzos and have a reasonable tolerance and found that my past benzo use didn’t seem to have a negative effect on N at all.

I used a 29g ultra fine insulin syringe which I initially thought was too thin but worked fine. Rubber wasn’t as thick as I thought. However, the N didn’t flow out easily so I’d recommend a lower gauge. Feeling the slight nausea of such a tiny dose showed the importance of AE’s but that could also be because I’m psychically unwell.

Also, normal milk chocolate won’t get rid of the bitter after taste at all. Another member mentioned very sweet milk chocolate worked well, so that or dark chocolate would be more effective. After that experience, I don’t see how anyone would survive 2 bottles without medical intervention. It is very powerful.
Sorry for the follow-up question. I have two bottles and it doesn't seem like a whole lot of liquid can each bottle. It must be super potent
 
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Johnjohn1 said:
Has anybody had N lab tested to see if it's authentic from A?

Thank you very much for reporting your results. Did you by chance have it lab tested to make sure it is N. It sure sounds like it from your description but I didn't know if perhaps he could have substituted some other powerful sedative in its place. Thank you

Sorry for the follow-up question. I have two bottles and it doesn't seem like a whole lot of liquid can each bottle. It must be super potent
No need for lab test. At home test showed that it was barbiturates. Definitely not like anything else I’ve had before. Clear difference in feeling and I’ve had lots of different kinds of sedatives. I wouldn’t worry in the slightest about 200ml not being enough. Based on my experience with only 0.6ml, 200ml is more than enough. I’m more stoked now to have it, which I didn’t think was possible after feeling the effects and given the taste, we are lucky it’s only that amount. Any more than that might be too hard to get down.
 
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Thank you for that reassurance. In fact I do believe somebody from a long time ago had lab tested his N and it did come back as being authentic. I'm glad it's very potent. I know a very overweight person who ordered three bottles and lived in England and he was going to take it but I never heard back from him so I'm assuming it was effective
 
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Thanks for sharing that @Thegoldenapples
 
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Has anyone been successful buying N from A or D in the Philippines? D emailed back saying they have never shipped to the Philippines before. A has also emailed back with a canned response and pricing but did not answer my question.
 
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sandalphon said:
Has anyone been successful buying N from A or D in the Philippines? D emailed back saying they have never shipped to the Philippines before. A has also emailed back with a canned response and pricing but did not answer my question.
Could you please pm me their e-mail addresses? I would like to ask them if they'd ship to Turkey or not.
 
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slyna said:
It's not odd, it's mentioned several times A stopped providing tracking because police have an easier time tracking with it
this explanation makes little sense. issuing a tracking and sharing it does not change the fact that the tracking is generated, therefore LE has access to records at the carrier since A's details are known and point towards all recipients
 
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donewrong said:
this explanation makes little sense. issuing a tracking and sharing it does not change the fact that the tracking is generated, therefore LE has access to records at the carrier since A's details are known and point towards all recipients
Wat? Tracking isnt generated? Lol
 
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there is a tracking. whether it is shared or not with the client is irrelevant about security
LE is not trapping tracking number over backdoored encrypted email due to a submitted legal warrant running idle ongoing. the details of A are known by authorities and stored as records to be consulted at mailing companies, linking to all destination addresses. hence why, some do get a police visit up to months after they've received their N

too much shady info about changes of behavior of A since he resurrected

opposed to this development

it's extremely worrying to not be cautious about the integrity of the situation
 
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I would highly advice against buying from A at the moment.

I sent him an email since there have been claims of him having a different writing style and not offering tracking anymore. This is what he replied:
After I improved the security I only use standard shipping, which means that I ship with traditional post only, not UPS, or DHL and etc.

Reason is easy, it's better to get your parcel later than never.

Fast shipping and tracking makes package more interesting for the customs.

So not only A doesn't supply tracking anymore, he only ships using the local standard courier. This means the package will take weeks to arrive. Shipping from Mexico to Europe this way easily takes a month or even longer. Along with no tracking, you won't know anything about your package. The excuse for this is the biggest bullshit ever: tracking has nothing to do with customs and "fast shipping" doesn't draw more attention at all.

Along with the fact there is a possibility his account has been compromised and we might be dealing with a scammer, I would stay away from him. Assuming this is still the real A, I would still stay away from him. Standard shipping + no tracking is not acceptable and certainly not when bullshit excuses for this are being used.

I would stick with D for now, who has proven to be very reliable over the last months. If A is still in business, he will lose a lot of customers this way and might hopefully change his way of operation again in the future.
 
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Whats the recommended PURCHASE METHOD? Monera? BTC directly from a digital wallet?
I really wanna hear your recommendations guys.

If I pay with WU, it's just going to a physical WU store and hand them an envelope with the cash in, right? Thats it for WU?
 
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slyna said:
Whats the recommended PURCHASE METHOD? Monera? BTC directly from a digital wallet?
I really wanna hear your recommendations guys.

If I pay with WU, it's just going to a physical WU store and hand them an envelope with the cash in, right? Thats it for WU?
He also stopped accepting all payment methods except BTC. I highly recommend you to consider D instead.
 
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He also stopped accepting all payment methods except BTC. I highly recommend you to consider D instead.
I will. Im just a Little in the dark on HOW TO actually buy it in the best way. I dont wanna lose my 1000 EUR BTC over the wind cause of my bad handling with BTC so I figure maybe WU is easier or monero..
 
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there are websites that organize the peer to peer purchase of monero against many means of payment: cash by mail or in person, WU, MG, varied online transfers
 
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HopelessFight said:
I would highly advice against buying from A at the moment.

I sent him an email since there have been claims of him having a different writing style and not offering tracking anymore. This is what he replied:


So not only A doesn't supply tracking anymore, he only ships using the local standard courier. This means the package will take weeks to arrive. Shipping from Mexico to Europe this way easily takes a month or even longer. Along with no tracking, you won't know anything about your package. The excuse for this is the biggest bullshit ever: tracking has nothing to do with customs and "fast shipping" doesn't draw more attention at all.

Along with the fact there is a possibility his account has been compromised and we might be dealing with a scammer, I would stay away from him. Assuming this is still the real A, I would still stay away from him. Standard shipping + no tracking is not acceptable and certainly not when bullshit excuses for this are being used.

I would stick with D for now, who has proven to be very reliable over the last months. If A is still in business, he will lose a lot of customers this way and might hopefully change his way of operation again in the future.
Traditional post in Mexico is (from what I have heard) awful (in terms of reliability and "lost" goods). I would stick to D who ships reliably with private carriers.
 
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forevernonescaped said:
Traditional post in Mexico is (from what I have heard) awful (in terms of reliability and "lost" goods). I would stick to D who ships reliably with private carriers.
Traditional post is usually unreliable almost anywhere so.. the ball is in D's court now. Will have even more people as customers.

Just if it wasn't that expensive shipping to Europe *sigh*
 
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forevernonescaped said:
Traditional post in Mexico is (from what I have heard) awful (in terms of reliability and "lost" goods). I would stick to D who ships reliably with private carriers.
D is now taking 100 $ extra if you want ship with courier.
 
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mert said:
D is now taking 100 $ extra if you want ship with courier.
idk haven't heard that unless its changed overnight. Unless you mean shipping with a specific germany company then yes that's always been the case. The other two options should be free and are excellent. There's no need to pay the extra money.
 
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I didnt ask for a special company, just for courier. maybe I got that wrong.
Good to know his normal sending is good enough, he is now only offering ups.
 
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