symphony

symphony

surving hour-by-hour
Mar 12, 2022
704
Sleep.

I feel super hollow and I've just been sitting in silence staring thoughtlessly at a screen or around the room for hours...
 
KQuotientW

KQuotientW

Blargh... I'm done. Just can't anymore.
Jul 17, 2022
123
I would like to be left alone. I'm just a quiet cripple who minds my own business but I'm a target for other people's shit. When you're disabled, people just think it's fun to do awful things to you. Fk 'em. Can't get me when I'm dead.
 
Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Pathetic || Just keep going
Jul 1, 2020
4,893
To move. It's the same thing I wanted for at least the past year straight. For a lot of years before that and will continue to want until the day I do.
I'm at the point where if I don't move at this point I'm going to annoying cry until you kick me out, I'm going to kms, and my friend questioned how I haven killed you yet.... While I'd probably get away with it considering I have YEARS of posts of me crying about you, I'd rather not find out.
This "relationship" we have, is toxic as fuck. Youre toxic as hell. And I want the fuck out. I want out I want out I want out I want out I want out I want out I want out I want out I want out I want out I want out
 
KQuotientW

KQuotientW

Blargh... I'm done. Just can't anymore.
Jul 17, 2022
123
More charcoal. Just ordered and paid for BBQs plus delivery.
 
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KQuotientW

KQuotientW

Blargh... I'm done. Just can't anymore.
Jul 17, 2022
123
And helium for balloon party.
Helium is not sold pure here anymore. Well, not the kind they sell in department stores. I had thought about it, but too difficult to obtain pure. Reviews showed that the balloons sink within an hour or two. I have a dark sense of humour though. I might hang a doll in a police uniform, with a noose around its neck, outside my door. They are a cunch of bunts and partially responsible for me CTB. I want it to stay in their minds.
 
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Message In A Bottle

Message In A Bottle

Student
Apr 1, 2022
155
Someone to hold me as I ctb

I’d get two things all in one. To end my suffering, and to feel loved in my final moments.
 
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Zegers

Specialist
Dec 15, 2021
358
Too hot and can't sleep, i feel so bitter and anxious, just walking around these black and empty days, i want to get it over with.