- Mar 28, 2018
(Forgive my english.. not my mother tongue) In a country with very strict laws, I have no fckng access on everything. I'm so desperate for N, inorganic salts, OD-ing on drugs, and/or helium tanks which are the most peaceful to use. Can't even get Chloroquine.. UGH. Wish I could do 'road accident' but I do not know how to drive. Can't do compressions coz that'll hurt. I have low pain threshold.. it sucks big time. Sometimes I just imagine, what if I just steal a police gun and shoot myself, but then again, I do not know how to use a gun. I'm in so much pain. I really want to go. But I can't think of another way.