onewayroad

onewayroad

“Dying is not a crime.” ― Jack Kevorkian
Oct 4, 2018
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As my emotional suffering keeps getting worse I am finding it harder and harder to eat. I have no appetite, I feel sick to my stomach most of the time and when I do eat I often can't keep the food down.

I am not ready to ctb, I have made a commitment to try every treatment available first. So I need to keep on living for a while and to do that I need to eat. I also drink to numb the pain but the combination of having an empty stomach and feeling sick means that I often can't keep alcohol down either.

It's extremely annoying.

Has anyone else experienced this and were you able to resolve it?
 
onewayroad

onewayroad

“Dying is not a crime.” ― Jack Kevorkian
Oct 4, 2018
358
Setting goals seems to be a good idea. I should make it a rule to eat two meals a day at certain times or something.

I hate food

I know what you mean, it's such a major hassle. If I didn't have to eat I probably still would occasionally as there are foods that I enjoy but for the most part I find it troublesome at best.

What do you hate about it?
 
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Miss clefable

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Aug 23, 2018
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Setting goals seems to be a good idea. I should make it a rule to eat two meals a day at certain times or something.



I know what you mean, it's such a major hassle. If I didn't have to eat I probably still would occasionally as there are foods that I enjoy but for the most part I find it troublesome at best.

What do you hate about it?
Don’t want to be fat :/
 
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onewayroad

onewayroad

“Dying is not a crime.” ― Jack Kevorkian
Oct 4, 2018
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Don’t want to be fat :/

Ah, I'm pretty lucky with that because I can't eat most of the time I'm pretty skinny. I hope you're comfortable with how you look, bad body image is the last thing you need when you're suicidally depressed.
 
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Jolene40

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Oct 6, 2018
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There's elemental, ensure, complain and a variety of other meal replacement drinks. It will take the stress away from worrying you will starve to death. Xx not cheap annoyingly.
 
onewayroad

onewayroad

“Dying is not a crime.” ― Jack Kevorkian
Oct 4, 2018
358
Can you drink meal replacement drinks? I have to have these for various reasons. I don't want to eat or drink but this at least sustains you somewhat.
There's elemental, ensure, complain and a variety of other meal replacement drinks. It will take the stress away from worrying you will starve to death. Xx not cheap annoyingly.
Thanks, I'll look into it.