iamthezero

iamthezero

Fiend Queen
Jun 22, 2018
28
For some of us, the life insurance policy we have won’t cover suicide. I happen to only have accidentally death coverage. I was never able to get coverage because of mental health history and hospitalizations. I have thought about the accidental death. And even if i could pull it off, I fear they would still find a way to not pay out to my family. Also have thought about just saving and selling everything I have to at least leave them something to cover my burial....
throw anything at me.
 
iamthezero

iamthezero

Fiend Queen
Jun 22, 2018
28
Sometimes especially with the disassociation, I lose my conscience. I'll be dead. I doubt I'll be worrying about that. It'll be over. Sad for them. I'm starting to not fucking care about anything. I want to be dead. I want to be dead. I wish I was dead.
 
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MAIO

Elementalist
Apr 8, 2018
838
Sometimes especially with the disassociation, I lose my conscience. I'll be dead. I doubt I'll be worrying about that. It'll be over. Sad for them. I'm starting to not fucking care about anything. I want to be dead. I want to be dead. I wish I was dead.

I get that, less that a week for John's cat, cat. feels great. You could do cremation instead of burial
 
iamthezero

iamthezero

Fiend Queen
Jun 22, 2018
28
I get that, less that a week for John's cat, cat. feels great. You could do cremation instead of burial
“Less that a week for John’s cat, cat. feels great.” Not sure what you meant by this...?

Cremation has been a thought. But I already have a burial plot that’s paid for, next to my mom. That’s where i want and need to be. Just makes things a little stickier.
 
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MAIO

Elementalist
Apr 8, 2018
838
“Less that a week for John’s cat, cat. feels great.” Not sure what you meant by this...?

Cremation has been a thought. But I already have a burial plot that’s paid for, next to my mom. That’s where i want and need to be. Just makes things a little stickier.

Paranoia is what I mean by that.

Many experts estimate for evrey suicide atleast 2 are recorded as accidental deaths. It's much easier than you think. If you don't use hanging or gun it probably will be labeled as accidental. Proper research would guarentee it though.

I have a ten thousand life insurance policy to cover my funeral cost. I would prefer to be buried in some unmarked grave without a funeral but funeral are for the living so they can do whatever they would like.
 
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